Sitting in this dark room by myself. Music blasting. Just do it nobody will hear you scream. Nobody will notice. You're not wanted. You don't belong. You're told all the time you're too weird, you're too "thick". You're not good enough to be on this planet. You don't belong. You aren't supposed to live. Why are you here.? Sit there in your dark room with your "emo" music blasting. And you hang there no one see's no one cares. Just tie the rope just hang there hopeless and lifeless. Nobody cares anyway. Just do it. No body wants you, you keep telling yourself. You keep telling yourself it doesn't matter. It doesn't matter anyway. Just hang there while the whole world continues to spin. You don't have to deal with the pain, don’t have to deal with the rude people, don’t have to deal with any of the torture you’re put threw. Nobody cares. You sit at the computer for hours just listening to the music you LOVE. Your not wanted. The people you thought were there left you. Now you’re truly alone and you feel like it’s the only option. You know mom and dad will be sad. You know your loved by family, but they have no choice. Bullies are in your head their words mock your every step. You do the wrong thing and you think, “What are they going to say now.?”. I’m done with the pain, I’m done with the harm, I’m done with life. So goodbye Mom I love you. Goodbye Dad I love you sosososo much. Please it’s not either of your faults. I’m tired of the pain. I know there are going to be people who are going to say she could have stuck it out. The pain can get better. But there are no bullies that are actually listening to all the messages that teens are trying to send. Nobody listens. While I sit here and cry my eyes out almost every night no body cares. So if I’m gone will it change.?
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