I know this is long, but this is how I feel Nobody knows how many times I’ve faked a smile, how many times I’ve cried, how many times I’ve been hurt. Nobody knows how many times I’ve had to hold back my tears, how many times I’ve been let down, how many times I’ve been walked out on. Nobody knows how many times I’ve felt like falling apart but I keep it together for those around me, how many times I’ve been kicked when I was down, how many times I scream. Nobody knows how many times I’ve forgotten how it feels to be happy, or how long I’ve been waiting for things to get better. Sometimes I wonder who knows the difference between how I pretend I feel and how I truly feel.
FACT* When you have a crush on someone, you notice every single detail about them, no matter how small and when they do something for you, you feel so touched even if it was the most simple thing in the world♥
She stays strong. It's all she has. Her smile, well it's fake. She puts it on to hide the pain. That laugh of hers, it's not real. She may be "fine", but that's not really how it is. The life she lives...well, it's not easy. She struggles everyday to keep it together. So next time you see her, don't assume perfection, recognize the GUARD she puts up, &maybe just maybe, give her a reason to take it all down♥