I
know this is long, but this is how I feel
Nobody knows how many times
I’ve faked a smile, how many times I’ve cried, how
many times I’ve been hurt. Nobody knows how many times
I’ve had to hold back my tears, how many times I’ve
been let down, how many times I’ve been walked out on.
Nobody knows how many times I’ve felt like falling apart
but I keep it together for those around me, how many times
I’ve been kicked when I was down, how many times I
scream. Nobody knows how many times I’ve forgotten how it
feels to be happy, or how long I’ve been waiting for
things to get better. Sometimes I wonder who knows the
difference between how I pretend I feel and how I truly
feel.
