DEPRESSION:
It's so much more than being sad and hating
your appearance. It's constant suicidal thoughts too. Yeah,
you're sad and hate what you look like, but all you want to do
is die. You don't have much of a social life and you isolate
yourself from everyone. You lie awake at night thinking of
everything wrong with you. And the anxiety, not being able to
breathe, the tears, the shaking, worrying about everything.
Going out in public and seeing happy people, then thinking
they're judging you. Whenever they laugh, you automatically
think they're laughing at you. You feel worthless, useless,
annoying and stupid. No one cares about you. You're fighting
those constant urges to jump in front of cars, the urges to cut
that lead to anxiety attacks. The scars that make you look and
feel weak. Depression is like a rope around your neck, and the
more you try to fight it, the tighter the rope gets. It's like a
tornado, once the storm is over, you're left with horrible scars,
puffy and sore eyes from crying and feeling guilty because of
things you may have said. The fake smiles, telling everyone
you're just tired when all you want to do is die, screaming for
someone to help you, realizing no one is ever going to love
you...I mean, who would love someone who's so depressed and
suicidal anyway? Don't ever wish for depression or anxiety...
You don't want them, trust me.
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