Today marks four years on here for me.
Who'd have thought I'd be who I am, huh? Who'd have thought.
I was thirteen when I joined, directed here by a friend on Stardoll. I found, I read, I stayed, I laughed, I wrote, and I grew. There were probably a few tears on the way, too, because for some girls, having an online diary just works, I guess.
I have changed so much in four years. I have grown.
I have fallen to the deepest, darkest lows, and reached the peaks of mountains I still don't know the names of. I've said 'hello' and 'goodbye' countless times to countless blank faces. I've been kind, and cruel, and heartless, and hilarious. I've been a let down, and I've been the best friend I can be.
I have hurt. Oh, my quotes know that I've had my moments of doubt, of disgusting self-pity, of destructive anger and dangerous blaming.
But know that you haven't seen some of the best times, because I like to keep those to myself. And it's not as dark or as bleak as it seems. There's enough sunshine in my life to blind you if you're not careful. The problem is, I never am.
Over the years, the way I've used witty's evolved so much. First, it was a library for my thoughts; then, an archive for me as I grew up; and more recently, a way to get rid of the more negative emotions.
Four years. Infinite 'me's. Thanks for putting up with me all this time, witty. ♥
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