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I'm so sick of everything. I'm so sick of being judged. I'm used to it from girls but from boys its worse. I'm sick of being judged because i'm short or because I'm fat or because my voice is weird or whatever. I don't think anyone should just judge people without getting to know them. There was a time when big was beautiful. I don't jut go down the streets and see a bigger girl, and whisper to my friends "look how fat she is" because I don't fcking know her! She could be the nicest funniest person ever so i'm not going to just judge her. And the whole one direction sht i am an extreme directioner and if you don't like them so be it. Your opinion i don't mind as long as your respectful. And girls these days, it is so hard for us to get boyfriends/girlfriends if your not skinny. You're basically alone till adult hood I just don't understand why guys expect so much. I know guys who are bigger but have had tons of girlfriends! so apparently it doesn't matter as much to girls. I just hate the world we live in. So much. If you're too skinny you're anorexic, if you're a little bigger you're obese. If you're short you're a midgit, if you're tall you're a giant. I just don't understand. NO ONE'S EVER FCKING HAPPY. I hate myself. Because of everyone else's opinions. I hate going onto guys profiles because the first thing you see, is you're all beautiful. STOP FCKING LYING. Thats not your real opinion! because look who you date. you date those skinny perfect girls. and there's nothing wrong with it. but its so so hard being big. And then people critize you for throwing up or starving when you're just trying to be their definition of beautiful. I'm done. i hate myself. I hate life. I hate everyone and everything. I'm not perfect and i never will be. If you read this thankyou <3
quotingjenna