So today, I went into the doctor's office, extremely excited to find out the gender of my baby, with Austin by my side.
The first thing the doctor was able to tell me was that my baby was a boy.
And then, after a while, his face kind of went expressionless.
And so he walked out and got another doctor.
The other doctor looked around, and he had the same face.
They left, and Austin and I had no idea what was going on.
And when they came back, they told me that my baby had no heart beat.
Rest in Peace, Austin Chrstopher David. Mommy loves you.