You know what's funny?How everyone notices her,and not me. How people wouldchoose her over me. And now,I'm just sick and tired of it. Of not being good enough, not feeling goodenough for others. I'm just tired. Emotionally and physically tired.And now, I just give up. I've been trying far too long now,and now it's time to give up. Give upand just realize that I'll never be as good as her. Real feelings here, no hate.