Found this on my laptop, written by me.
My biggest hope for next year is that I change; appearance and personality wise.
I want to actually look like a 15 year old and actually like the way I look. I want to
always feel comfortable with what I wear. I want to wear everything in my closet
without feeling self-concious about myself. I want my hair to grow out it's bangs
and layer and to be the length I want it. I want to sound like a 15 year old too. I
want to be in more shape and not be so lanky and skin and bones. I want to eat
healthy more. I would also like my voice to sound slighty better. I want to take
piano lessons, that would be cool. Personality wise, I want to just feel more
confident and to not be so shy and to know how to stand up for myself. I want to
have a boyfriend who actually likes me and we will last for the next 3 years. I want
to be happy with myself and to finally feel like a teenager. Not let anyone bring me
down, and to be more outgoing. Emotionally, I don't want to feel like I'm always faking a smile.