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needsandwants
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October 25, 2012 11:57pm UTC

Everyone: just tell him how you feel
Me: yep, because thats so easy right?

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October 21, 2012 1:48am UTC

its 1 in the morning and your still all i can think about. im so complicated and mabey thats why no can love me. i know people use this as a place to qoute but i kinda use it as a place to vent bc ik i wont be judged. i seriously hate my life and everythings falling apart. i have no idea why this has to happen to me. and ik i dont have a bad life im just having a lot of bad days, in a row , all the time. im in love and i cant deny it. but i cant show it. i might never tell him how i feel because im too afraid. i dont want to ruin this amazing friendship we have now but seeing him talk to and about another girl kills me. i want him to be happy but when he tells me hes finnally in love and hes got it right and shes the girl for him it makes me miserable. you know thata feeling when you find something out and ur in public and it can tear you apart inside but u have to pretend your fine? yeah that how i feel everyday. since were so close i hear all about this girl everyday and i have to act like im happy for him. which i am im glad he found someone but i think he could be even happier with me lol. but if i dont man up soon ill lose him forver and thats one thing i cant even think about. i could on for hours about things that make love him. we all have that one person that can change our mood just by theirs changing. we all have that one person that no matter how mad you get at them you forgive them. we all have that one person and can walk out of your life and youll let them back in without a second thought. its terrible its like im their slave and they dont even know it. there have been so many chances for me to not like him and so many reasons i shouldnt and for some reason i still love him. its terrible know ill never have a chance with him and its ever more painful to pretend like i dnt care. hes my bestfriend and im in love with him but i dont think i could ever get myself to admit to it and idk what holds me back from telling everyone and him idk why i cant get myself to do it and there has to be a reason i just wish i knew what it was. i need to get over him and ik i do i just cant get myself to. i can try for days, weeks, and ive even been trying to2 years but im still a failure. i dont know how to express my feelings ive never been good at it. i just really doint know what to do. thankyou if you read this<3

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September 30, 2012 12:47am UTC

so theres this guy... and ik we all say this but i think im in love with him. ive liked him since 6th grade and im in 9th now. its hard to like him bc i know i could never go out with him. its complicated to explain but ill try. hes not the sharpest tool in the shed if u know what i mean but hes perfect to me. i dont tell anyone i like him because im afraid to. hes not the type of guy u can just date. no one looks at him the way i do. i always pretend i have no feelings for him while deep inside it kills me to see him happy with someone else. hes not dating anyone and frankly i have no idea who he likes but im pretty positive its not me. i used to talk to him everyday but now its rare i get a text once a week. he talks to my bestfriend and whiles she brags about all the things he tells her it gets me more and more upset. however ill never act upset bc i cant tell her i like him she'll just judge me. and ik ur prob like what kind of friend is that? well shes my bestfriend and i love her but as i said before its hard for people to like this guy. hes not boyfriend or husband material but for me he can be. ive never told him how i felt because ive always been afraid of the answer ill get back. hes in my grade and hes got bluest eyes that make me melt when he looks at me. i can trust him with anything and he was always able to trust me. but now we barley talk. even if were just friends id be happy but the fact that we dont relle talk anymore kills me. if he even considered asking me out id prob say no because like i said its impossible to like him. ik u dont understand why it is and i cant really explain it but if u knew him ud get it. hes the only person that can cheer me up when im sad which is pretty much everyday he knows exactly how to make me laugh and he knows almost all my secrets. he looks at me witch caring eyes that make my heart skip a beat and he talks to me like actually cares. i think he can see through everything except my heart. he has no idea how i feel and he prob never will. im to scared to tell him i love him even tho i say everytime we leave when we talk but he thinks just as friends. its funny how 3 words could mean so much to one person but nothing to the other. i dont think he takes a second thought about me while i spend every second of everyday trying to get him to think of me the way i think of him. i just wish i could tell the truth but id lie if he asked if i loved him. SORRY FOR VENTING I NEEDED TO I REALLY APPRECIATE IT IF YOU READ THIS, AND IF U COULD HELP ME THROUGH THIS.<3

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