I know my family would be better off without me.
I know that if it weren't for me, everyone would be a heck of a lot happier. My grandparents wouldn't have to put up with my brother, he wouldn't be upset, and no one would even care. The world is better off without me, diner tonight proved that. I should never have been born. My entire family would be so much better off. They wouldn't have to put on smiles or worry about the girl who is an anorexic cutter, who is a suicide risk and all that other crap. I know they'd be a heck of a lot hapier. and i feel horrible for standing in the way of that sweet bliss. Sitting here, I can hear them all laughing, not even caring or noticing that I'm ot there with them. They don't care that I'm upset, they never have and they obviously never will. I know I don't belong here. So I should just disappear.
If only it were that easy.