I know
my family would be better off without me.
I know that if it weren't for me, everyone would be a heck of
a lot happier. My grandparents wouldn't have to put up with
my brother, he wouldn't be upset, and no one would even care.
The world is better off without me, diner tonight proved that. I
should never have been born. My entire family would be so much
better off. They wouldn't have to put on smiles or worry
about the girl who is an anorexic cutter, who is a suicide risk
and all that other crap. I know they'd be a heck of a lot
hapier. and i feel horrible for standing in the way of that sweet
bliss. Sitting here, I can hear them all laughing, not even
caring or noticing that I'm ot there with them. They
don't care that I'm upset, they never have and they
obviously never will. I know I don't belong here. So I should
just disappear.
If only it were that easy.
4 faves · 2 comments · Jan 29, 2012 7:14pm
notAlable
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1 decade ago
ur family may not want u there but we do all of us want u here no matter what. <3
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ApplePieFlutterDashRariSparkle · 1 decade ago
can i give you a virtual hug??? <3
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