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January 30, 2013 3:16pm UTC

My grandmother passed away July 17th, 2011.
She had been suffering from Alzheimers and dementia.
She was the strongest woman I had ever met.
She had always loved the color Purple,
And was is awe when I sang to her.
At her funeral,
My grandfather requested I sing a song in her rememberance.
The song was:
"I Won't Give Up" by Jason Mraz.
To this day, I still can't make it through the first verse without sobbing.
When her memory started to fade,
One of the first things to escape her mind was my name,
Since I'm the youngest grandchild.
She started calling me her "Skinny Mini"
Though she had no idea,
A year before she became ill,
I developed Anorexia Nervosa,
And was nearly 50 pounds underweight.
I made a promise by her gravestone,
That by July 17th, 2013,
I would be at a healthy weight.
Today, I weigh 145 pounds,
And I've recovered from my disease.
I know she would be proud of me.
I know shes looking down on me.
Shes watching me and my family live our daily lives,
Keeping us safe in everything we do.
Now, my grandfather's health is declining rapidly.
Even though I was strong when my grandmother passed away,
I don't know what I'll do if I lose my grandfather, too.

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January 30, 2013 2:55pm UTC

"I thought I would never love again"
She whispered through tears
And the smoke of her last cigarette.
He reached forward to lightly caress her cheek,
A small gesture,
But it meant the world to her.
She opened her mouth to speak,
But he soon placed his thumb on her bottom lip and spoke the words:
"You're keeping something from me. Please don't."
She closed her mouth,
And let her emotions run untamed for the first time
In what had seemed like ages.
She collapsed onto his chest and pulled her knees to her chin.
He wrapped her in his arms and spoke soft words of love and comfort
to the love of his life as she fell apart.
With a small kiss on her forehead
And a blanket to keep her warm,
He perssed her head to his chest as he leaned back to lie down.
She felt like a feather on his chest,
And in that moment he wondered
How long had it been since she had last eaten?
As she fell apart completely,
She tried to tell him she loves him,
But the tears would not allow it.
Not a shred of happiness was shown
Through her bloodshot eyes
And pain filled sobs.
Her tears were tainted
With her desperate attempts at beauty.
Black smears and lines of attempted perfection.
He said not a word.
He only held her,
He comforted her.
He did this all
For one reason;
He loved her.

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January 14, 2013 2:10pm UTC

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January 14, 2013 1:32pm UTC

My boyfriend wrote this for me about a week ago: "Drive me crazy the way you look at me,
Damn eyes so big and blue.
I'm on cloud nine when you kiss me,
Your lips so soft and smooth.
Every day you make me happy,
And show how much you care.
I love the way you say "I love you",
My life, I'm willing to share.
I love the way you touch me,
Keep sending chills down my spine.
I'm really glad that now I'm yours,
So long as you're all mine."
Reading this made me put down my blade, and I haven't picked it up to this day <3
I love you, Adriel <3

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January 14, 2013 12:12pm UTC

If I could look into your eyes
And see your thoughts behind your lies,
Maybe I could open up,
Maybe I could finally trust.
If I had a way of knowing
That what you say is really true,
Maybe I would fall in love with you.

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January 4, 2013 3:15pm UTC

She has spent too many nights alone in her bed crying,
wakes up with swollen eyes, says shes fine, but shes lying.
She prays at night to die, prays for God to take her life.
She prays with bleeding wrists, her hand wrapped around a knife.

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January 3, 2013 3:49pm UTC

They don't realize you're breaking
until you've already broken down.
They don't realize you're falling
until you hit the ground.
Your final words won't mean a thing
until they open their eyes and start listening.

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