you know that feeling?
the one where you're sorta afraid of relationships?
you want to date someone,
but you're kinda afraid of dating?
afraid of being too weird,
««« or being too shy?
not knowing how to act.
wanting to be different to seem 'cooler',
but wanting to be yourself.
afraid of the ←beginning awkwardness← of a relationship.
afraid of feeling like you have to ditch your friends for him,
and having to ditch him for your friends?
[ [ [ afraid of rejection. afraid of heartbreak. ] ] ]
being afraid of these things makes you a f r a i d
that you'll n e v e r f a l l i n l o v e
yeah that feeling?
it sucks.
nmf