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September 15, 2012 12:02pm UTC

you werent just a highschool relashionship. i hate when you say that or when other people do. dont tell me to just get over it, because you werent just a highschool girlfriend. you were my first real love. you were the first person i truley cared about. it wasnt "just another relashionship" to me.

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September 10, 2012 11:16am UTC

In this bed I once was whole We came together as one soul But now there is a missing part A missing piece of my heart And at this bed I look unto I see me, but only an Impression Of You.

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September 10, 2012 11:10am UTC

Finally i got too a computer. but theres not enough time to vent... to write everything thats been on my mind the past few weeks. these past couple weeks have been the most fun ive had in a long time, but at the same time theyve been the most difficult, horrible weeks for me. how does that work? im learning to function on my own again, thank god. If it wasnt for me wanting to constantly cut or kill myself, then id be better by now. but thats all i think about, is the thing. it sucks. really. theres no peace of mind, theres no closure, just moving on, onto the next one. finding peace in the little things, thats my secret. take it day by day. stay busy during the day and when night comes and your left with nothing but your thoughts, do whatever you need to do to survive that night. survive day by day, never overthink too much. just do what feels right.

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September 10, 2012 10:49am UTC

Thank god its almost winter. Long sleeves....

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August 3, 2012 12:47am UTC

IF ONLY YOUF BELEIVE ME IM TELLING THE TRUTH. i AM TELLING THE TRUTH

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August 3, 2012 12:44am UTC

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August 3, 2012 12:27am UTC

Id give anything for you to belive me. for you to just give me the benifit of the doubt and beleive me. then within 2 days we could be lying on the beach with not a worry in the world.

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August 3, 2012 12:10am UTC

And the worst part of this all; you thought we werent real. I can never get past that.

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August 3, 2012 12:02am UTC

Isnt it funny how you go out, let two other guys feel you up, then ontop of that makeout with at least 8 guys, tounge in all. And to top it off, you slept with 2 other completly different guys within the same night. The catche: ive had to ask about every single incident. You didnt tell me. i wasnt worth the truth to you. and yet, in the end of the relashionship, Im the bad guy.

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August 2, 2012 11:26pm UTC

That moment of sheer terror, when you show your mom yout scars for your first time.

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August 2, 2012 9:13pm UTC

If you would just listen to me. I have absolutly nothing to loose at this point. i want to end on a good note also and not start off us breaking up over lies. the truth always comes out in the end, i just wish you were around to hear it.

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August 2, 2012 8:47pm UTC

i havent cried like this since my father left me

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August 2, 2012 6:57pm UTC

What hurts the most, is you not caring.

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August 2, 2012 6:12pm UTC

So this is it. the final goodbye. god im such a wrck. im such a fuckingr wreck. i hacent slept all day an have been cryin since noon. deep crying. i really need someone to talk to . i cant take much more of this life

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August 2, 2012 2:00pm UTC

ill paint a picture. this picture will have a twist, you see it will be written on my wrist. and when the red comes out, it means my problems are no longer existant. But the razor must be sharp you see, because if its not, it wont get the job done. and then it will be no fun.

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August 2, 2012 1:54pm UTC

i can honestly say i have absolutly no desire to live right now. a real desire. i did my best. i tried my hardest and i guess in the end the best wasnt good enough. now i have nobody.not even my own mother. and its all my fault. im a monster. im a monster who drives everyone away from me. im like a pusher, i push those who matter most to me away. why am i still here right now. i cant think of one reaon to liv e honestly

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August 2, 2012 1:39pm UTC

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August 2, 2012 10:08am UTC

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August 2, 2012 2:02am UTC

You don't die from a broken heart, you only wish you did.

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August 2, 2012 1:49am UTC

If i wasnt actually wishing for death before, i am now.

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