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posted a quote
May 27, 2010 7:29am UTC

Can you tell me
Why I feel this way
I fall to pieces
When you go away
On the outside
It seems like nothings wrong
But on the inside
I never was quite strong
I never could have seen
I’d have to say goodbye
But now that you’re gone
There’s nothing left to cry
Without you here
I’m just not me
I am so distraught
I hope you don’t see
I am so worried about you
About how you are
I can’t ask if you’re okay
You’ve gone too far
I was always the one
That loved you
No matter what happens
I still do

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madie2
posted a quote
May 27, 2010 7:26am UTC

Am I strong enough
For what’s ahead
I don’t know where I’m going
I need to be lead
I am so confused
I don’t know what to do
My life had no meaning
Until I met you
I should be happy right
Or am I supposed to be sad
I don’t know what to think
Maybe I’m going mad
It’s all in my head
This sadness in me
I am losing everything
I used to be
I can make myself so angry
I don’t know why I do it
Sometimes I start shaking
It’s the flame inside I lit
If I’m walking the wrong path
Where did I turn
Maybe I should focus on the flame inside
And let my old self burn

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madie2
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May 27, 2010 7:24am UTC

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madie2
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May 27, 2010 7:20am UTC

I could have given up
I could have just died
Wait no I couldn’t
Yes, I lied
Just because
I lost the hope I had
Doesn’t mean
My life is that bad
Life is a rollercoaster
It has its ups and downs
I can’t focus on the bad
And be surrounded by frowns
Now my life is positive
It’s actually good
Just because I said I would kill myself
Doesn’t mean I would
I have to focus on the good
And let go of the bad
I have to be happy
Instead of sad
I am surrounded by people
That care and love me
My eyes are starting to open
My life is good, I can see

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madie2
posted a quote
May 27, 2010 7:18am UTC

Even though you are back
Some things are still wrong
My friends have left me
I am no longer strong
They were the two people
I trusted the most
But now they are nothing more
Than a ghost
Of a memory
I guess this is where
I can start again
Maybe this is where
I have something to gain
I can make it through anything
No matter how hard
So I will get through this
Even if I end up scarred
I have to fully realise
That they are gone
They are not coming back
I have been withdrawn
From their lives
If I can get my strength back
Things will get better
And if I can’t speak to them
I will write them a letter

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madie2
posted a quote
May 27, 2010 7:15am UTC

You know I’d do anything for you
I know you feel the same
But everything’s so wrong
And there’s no one to blame
Why does everything
Have to fall apart
I’m just living my life
But I’m living the wrong part
I wish this would end
I want to awake
I don’t want to fall
I don’t want to break
Why did this happen
What did I do
What made me deserve
To lose you
I can’t think straight
Clouds are in my mind
The only thing left
Is to leave this behind
I wished you were near
But you are so far away
You have been taken from me
I miss you more, everyday

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madie2
posted a quote
May 27, 2010 7:12am UTC

How could you leave me
How could you go
I have cried more tears
Than you’ll ever know
I am so alone
On this cold and lonesome night
Everything’s so dark
Who turned off the light
I wish you were close
I wish you were near
So I could hold you in my arms
I would have nothing to fear
Will I see you again
Or are you gone forever
If you’re not coming back
I guess I’ll see you never
If you are really gone
I’ll have to say goodbye
I don’t want you to go
I wish it was a lie
If it’s not a lie
I guess it’s all true
I still don’t want you to leave
Even though you do
I have to face
That you are gone
There is no reason
For me to hold on
To you

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madie2
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May 27, 2010 7:08am UTC

I’m back where I started
Where did I begin
Nothing ever goes right
I will never win
I thought I had you
But somehow you slipped
Right through my fingers
My world just flipped
My life is falling to pieces
Everything is leaving me
Do I have anything left
There’s nothing I can see
Every time I stand up
I just fall down
There’s so much sadness
And I’m about to drown
In my own tears
Everything wanders away
Was this meant to be
Was someone supposed to lose everything
Was that someone me
There’s nothing I can do
To stop you from leaving
I guess I’ll just sit here
And continue grieving
I wish you would stay
But that hope is lost
I have nothing left
Nothing left to lose
It’s all gone

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madie2
posted a quote
May 25, 2010 9:03am UTC

How could my life
Just pass me by
I never thought
I’d say goodbye
Why is my life
Just fading away
I hoped it would get better
But it won’t happen today
Will my life get any better
Or will it just crash
Will it crash down
In nothing but a flash
A flash of light
Is all it takes
A ruined life is
What it makes
I doubt this will change
I doubt anything will
I’m the only one
The only one to kill
Should I just die
I have nothing to live for
My life is nothing
Nothing but a bore

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madie2
posted a quote
May 25, 2010 8:59am UTC

I thought you had gone
You had forgotten me
I was so wrong
And now I can see
I worried too much
Too much about you
My eyes are now open
I’m finding out what to do
My hope has now returned
I am no longer sad
I know you’re not ignoring me
Nothing is going bad
I still wish you were here
Just so we could meet
If something goes wrong
I’ll always land on my feet
I still have worries
But they are only small
Although they make me stumble
I will not fall
I never thought I could deserve
Someone as wonderful as you
It’s all a mystery to me
You’re someone I’m glad I knew

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madie2
posted a quote
May 25, 2010 8:56am UTC

I miss you so much
That I start to cry
When I think of you
To stop, I don’t even try
I think of you
And I can’t speak
Without you, my unhappiness
Is at its peak
I try to sing
And my throat closes
I can’t breathe
I start to cry
I need you here
There’s an empty space in my heart
That can only be filled
With your love
With your warmth
I need you so much right now
That you don’t even know
I don’t know if I should stay
Or I should just go
I think of you
The things we used to talk about
It actually makes me happy
And not wanting to shout
Part of me wants to scream
But when I try
My voice disappears
And I just cry

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madie2
posted a quote
May 25, 2010 8:52am UTC

I love you
I do
I never really thought
I’d fall in love with you
I could have never guessed
That you would be the one
The one to steal my heart
That is the prize you won
I really do not care
What my parents try
Because I do not have
Any more tears to cry
Why can’t I stand up
For what I believe
I don’t care anymore
I’m ready to leave
Everything my parents
Try to tell me
Just proves how blind they are
And shows what they cannot see
There’s only one way
To let my parents see
That you are not so bad
And what you mean to me
I love you too much
To let my parents win
I’d rather them give up
Than throw this in the bin

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madie2
posted a quote
May 24, 2010 7:50am UTC

I’m so lost without you
Do you feel the same
I used to be so lonely
But then you came
Only miles separate us
And I can’t speak to you
Do you want to talk to me
I hope you do
Do you miss me at all
Or did you never care
Why am I not surprised
Hardly anyone would dare
I have to let go
But I want to hold on
It’s too late for us
I’m gone
If you some how care
And yet you ignore me
I must be blind
Show me what to see
If I am so blind
And you can’t read
There’s only one thing left
I have to bleed
To show you How much I care

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madie2
posted a quote
May 24, 2010 7:47am UTC

Guess what
I learnt today
You would never care
If I went away
You never answer
Anything I say
The only thing I can say
Is this is my last day
I thought I was making progress
But I guess I was wrong
I thought I could hold on
But I’m not that strong
I keep crying
Tear by tear
I try to think
But nothing is clear
How could you
Do this to me
I would do anything for you
But somehow you don’t see
What you’ve done to me
I wish you would disappear
Stay out of my mind
You keep coming back
It’s too strong a bind
A second doesn’t go by
That I don’t think of you
This pain is so strong
It’s a pain I never knew
Was this all a joke
Was I nothing to you
I have nothing left
If that is true

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madie2
posted a quote
May 24, 2010 7:44am UTC

Right now
I need to know
Can you hold on
Or should I let go
You know how I feel
Feel about you
But I’m so confused
I don’t know what to do
You don’t answer my messages
Are you ignoring me
Are you trying to say something
If yes, it’s a message I can’t see
You might worry
You might miss me
You might not
Want us to be
Ever together
This poem holds
All the pain I have felt
It’s always been with me
Like pants with a belt
You may think I’m strange
For writing this
It’s the only way I can show
How much I miss
Talking to you

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madie2
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May 24, 2010 7:41am UTC

What am I supposed to do
When the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say
On this cold and eventless day
I wonder what you’re doing
If it’s hard for you to sleep
I cry before I close my eyes
Now I have nothing to keep
Tears fall all around me
I’m starting to drown
I might fall over now
I might fall down
I need you right now
I need you in my arms
Your warmth is the only thing
That soothes me and calms
I wish I could see you
Even if only for a moment
It would fix everything wrong
Just like atonement
I have dreams
All about you
None of them can make me sad
None of them ever do
When I fall asleep
You’re already there
It doesn’t matter where we are
You’re my only care

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madie2
posted a quote
May 24, 2010 7:33am UTC

I never really thought
My life could go so wrong
But now that it has
I say, so long
I used to hope
That it would be alright
But now that you’re gone
I doubt that it might
I will always love you
No matter what
But right now my heart
Is tied up in a knot
My life will be nothing
Without you here
I need you right now
I need you near
I don’t know what you think
About all of this
The only thing I can really do
Is kiss
You goodbye
If you want to let go
I won’t hold on
I won’t force you to stay
When you are gone

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madie2
posted a quote
May 24, 2010 7:30am UTC

Now I see
I finally understand
What it really means
To lend a hand
I now know
How you truly feel
I never really thought
My heart would ever heal
I love you
I really do
And I just found out
You love me too
Whether you meant it or not
Is a mystery to me
But hopefully one day
I will wake up and see
I might never know
Exactly if you do
If at all you love me
Cause I love you
If I ever find out
That all you said was just a lie
I would curl up in a corner
Give it up and die

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madie2
posted a quote
May 24, 2010 7:27am UTC

How can I feel like this
So full of pain
It’s like my life
Is dripping down a drain
My life isn’t that bad
Well not as bad as I thought
This life is not something
I would want to abort
When I walk through those gates
My life turns to ashes
Then I walk out
And I forget those memory flashes
I hate the feeling
Of no regret
How I can hurt myself
And then just forget
However my peers see me
That is not me
That is me at school
Not my personality
Maybe it will all end
Hopefully soon
Or maybe by the time
Of the next full moon

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madie2
posted a quote
May 24, 2010 7:24am UTC

Now that I know
Now that I do
I cant ever help
that I fell in love with you
I am not sure
When I truly knew
That I could never
Be apart from you
I think I might have known
What I felt for you
When I saw your face
That love felt brand new
The funny part
About all of this
Is that youre the one person
That I sorely miss
I dont care what they say
I dont care what they do
Nothing ever matters
As long as I have you
If they ever try
To take you away
One thing is for certain
They will surely pay

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