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Hey I'm Madie.

This is my 2nd account.

I'm using this account solely for posting poems. They aren't in the order that I wrote them, mainly because I can't remember what order they were in. I don't really know how often I'll be posting but to anyone who wants to know, I'll try post about once a day if I can.

My main account is here.

madie2
posted a quote
September 27, 2012 7:51am UTC

Lying here in the dark
Alone in this cold bed
My thoughts are running wild
Unforgivingly in my head
I wish I could leave this place
Pack it all up and go
But I think about the consequences
And I say to myself no
I can't let myself give in
To these dark and sinister needs
I have this urge to cut myself
to watch the wound as it bleeds
Right now there is only one thing
That keeps the blade away
The thought of the man I love
And in his arms I lay
To try is all he asked
and that much I can do
but at this point it is only for him
that much is true

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madie2
posted a quote
May 11, 2012 11:14pm UTC

Though at times it may seem
Your worth is less than what you mean
Never forget that you are loved
By those who are here and those above
We may not show it all the time
But let it be shown through this rhyme
That through everything in this home
Know that you are not alone

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madie2
posted a quote
May 8, 2012 7:35am UTC

Though sometimes in life
You forget what you’re worth
It doesn’t depend on your family
Or the place of your birth
Your worth and what you mean
Is something you decide
Whether you see it or not
It isn’t yours to hide
There will always be love
And sometimes be hate
But life is about happiness
That we create
We all have our weak times
And then our strong ones
It’s about looking for the light
Say that of the suns
We can choose to live in the dark
Or to create our own light
This life is a battlefield
It’s our choice to fight

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madie2
posted a quote
April 23, 2012 6:49am UTC

You said 'i love you'
I said it too
But were you lying
Or was it true
I can’t tell anymore
If what we have is real
Or if that one thing
Was a prize for you to steal
I went through all this stress
Defending you from them
While you just stand there
They are stronger than I am
You’ve said you’d defend me
I’m not sure that you would
I think if I was in trouble
Off to the side you stood
I still care for and love you
All of every part
I’m just worried one day
You might go and break my heart

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madie2
posted a quote
April 12, 2012 3:46am UTC

If my friends knew
Just what I’d done
One by one they’d leave
Up until theres none
I made a mistake
One I don’t regret
I didn’t think it’d prove
To be such a threat
I love him
He loves me
How much simpler
Could it be
We grew closer
Whether right or wrong
The act weakened me
I’m no longer so strong

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madie2
posted a quote
April 12, 2012 3:40am UTC

You make me happier than
I have been in a long time
Only a year ago I would have said
Being this happy was a crime
I don’t know what it is
About you that makes me smile
But I know that I will cherish it
At least for this while

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madie2
posted a quote
September 28, 2010 6:37am UTC

Alone I sit here..
Empty and cold..
The light beckons me..
It forces me to be ok..
Hidden away my feelings are..
Showing no emotion is how I am..
I have to fight to be alive..
I have to pretend to care..
The world crushed my dream..
Yet it forces me to be..
I once was Alive..
Now I just Survive..

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madie2
posted a quote
September 7, 2010 8:31am UTC

What is happening
What is going on inside my head
I bet a lot of people
Wish I were dead
But you know what
Because of all those people
I will stay awake
Because life is hard
When death is a piece of cake
Why do I feel this way
Why am I angry, all the time
Why do I feel like
My heart is being torn apart, and I’m
I’m fading away, no body cares
If I die
A lot of people hate me
No one really cares
No one can mend my broken heart
Sew up all the tears
I really want to cry
But I can’t bring myself to
Cause if I do, I might not stop
And I don’t know what I might do
If I was to take my life
My parents would be right
They were afraid that I would
After that dark and lonely night

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madie2
posted a quote
September 7, 2010 8:27am UTC

I sit here
All alone
It gives me time to think
About what, no one knows
When I am alone
I think about us
Even if I make it
Sound like a fuss
I worry about you
I worry about me
But most of all
About what we could be
Sometimes it’s hard
To keep in control
Of this worry
Of this pain
Now and then, all I want
Is for it all to end
To cut out the pain
To walk around the last bend
I know I love you
But it’s so hard to get through
The way you talk to other girls
Is when I ask myself, if it’s at all true

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madie2
posted a quote
September 7, 2010 8:25am UTC

Every time that I think
This is all a lie
I wrap myself in a blanket
And I start to cry
I never want to lose you
Not in this lifetime
If I ever did
It would be like a crime
I love you so much
That sometimes it hurts
It hurts so much that I
All I want to do is die
Sometimes when it’s hard
And I have no one near
I sit down and think
And fill myself with fear
But then I talk to you
And the fear goes away
And you never found out
What I felt that day
One day I will tell you
About all these fears
And hopefully then
I will shed no tears

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madie2
posted a quote
September 7, 2010 8:23am UTC

I miss you
When I’m away
I miss you so much
That it hurts
How I feel about you
I know it is true
I hope you feel the same way too
I listened to my heart
It says you’re the one
The one that I’ve been waiting for
We are not yet done
I really want to be with you
I want to so much
I hope you want to be with me
Because I feel so lonely
And you own my heart’s key
I wish that I was older
So that I wasn’t trapped
Trapped by my parents
It just makes me colder
I need you because I love you
I don’t love you because I need you
I hope you feel the same way
I might find out
One day

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madie2
posted a quote
August 28, 2010 5:19am UTC

I look in your eyes
And what do I see?
I see the man I love
The man for me
You said you have feelings for me
But what those feelings are, I don’t know
All I know is that I love you
And that love continues to grow
I care about you
I worry too
But we always manage to find a way through
Through the pain
Through the darkness
We will get through
Because if we don’t
Then who?
Somehow, someday
We will see each other
And although it is not today
We will find a way
I love you now
I’ll love you forever
Until the day I die
I'll want to be with you, together

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madie2
posted a quote
August 28, 2010 5:10am UTC

I live my life, day by day
And it still frightens me
Am I supposed to be someone
That no one else can see
I’m tired of pretending
I’m tired of trying
I’m really struggling now
And I might start crying
There was always a part
Of my life you didn’t know
I have no one to confide in
So I might just let go
I’ve been pretending so long
That now it is who I am
I guess I’ve just stuck with it
Like peanut butter and jam
I don’t want to pretend
Cause that’s just not me
And there is only one person
That can truly see
The real me
I now end with a close
As I also end my life
It will all be over
I just need a knife

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madie2
posted a quote
August 27, 2010 3:08am UTC

I feel so angry
All the time
I don’t know how
I don’t know why
I’m not sure why
I feel this way
But hopefully soon
It will go away
I wonder if
I feel this way
Because of you
Because I love you
So much, I really do
I worry so much
Will we ever meet
I really hope we do
No matter who I have to beat
One day I hope
You’ll feel the same way
That I feel about you
But right now, we have today

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madie2
posted a quote
August 27, 2010 3:07am UTC

Once when we talked
We talked about us
Although it was all good
It felt like a fuss
I love it when you tell me
How much you care
To my heart
You own the key
I have always loved you
From the day we first met
Everything I feel
It is all kept
Kept away in my heart
That only you can see
Even though I love you
Do you love me?
I hope that you do
After everything
We’ve been through
I care so much
I know you care too
About each other
I know we both do
One day we’ll be together
Our words will be actions
I hope it lasts forever
‘cause I never want to lose you

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madie2
posted a quote
June 20, 2010 8:04pm UTC

Who knew such things could exist
To my old life that I miss
How did it come to be like this
Why did so much have to change
Throughout these past days
I've found it so much more difficult
To listen to my heart
When my mind won't stop shouting
You don't seem to need me at all
So why have I held on this long
What was the point in me staying
When you obviously want me gone
I thought I needed you for me to survive
but now I see that was all a lie
I only need you as much as you need me
and now I know that amount is impossible to see.

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madie2
posted a quote
June 1, 2010 8:02am UTC

How do I say this
It is so hard
To put these words on paper
I pulled the wrong card
I try to be happy
And not to be sad
It never lasts long
I just keep feeling bad
Some say I’m depressed
I hoped that they were wrong
But maybe they were right
And this sad feeling lasts too long
I hate this feeling
Being angry all the time
I just want it to stop
Before I end a life, say mine
I don’t like it
When I hurt myself
Sometimes I lose control
And almost put my life on the shelf
I don’t want to die
I don’t want to leave this place
The only thing that stops me
Is finding a friendly face

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madie2
posted a quote
June 1, 2010 7:58am UTC

If my mind is right
There’s nothing I can do
Everything I did
Meant nothing to you
If I’m just a piece of trash
Something to throw away
I’ll get back at you
Believe me I will, one day
If everything we went through
Meant nothing to you
I’ll either kill myself
Or I’ll kill you
If any of this is true
If you feel the way I do
One thing is the truth
I once did love you
If you ever loved me
You should tell me
Cause I’m trying to hold on
To what we could be
How could you leave me
Feeling like this
This feeling of sorrow
For the one I miss

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madie2
posted a quote
May 30, 2010 3:52am UTC

Every time I see your eyes
I fall in love again
At first I thought it was surprise
But then I looked again
Everyday I worry
Whether or not it’s right
For us to be together
Some day I hope we might
You know how I feel
I wonder if you do
Feel that same way
I hope you do too
I know life is hard
Everybody’s is
Just ‘cause yours is worse
Don’t make it your own biz
I am always here
Whenever things go wrong
If your feeling down
I can reverse that frown
Someday we’ll meet
Face to face
Until that day comes
I will race
Through the days
Through the years
Until I am older,
In that time
I will shed no tears

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madie2
posted a quote
May 30, 2010 3:47am UTC

Everyday, when I wake up
I think to myself
Will I die, or will I live another day
To live in pain
To live in sorrow
I must choose right now, today
Each day is different
The next one worse than the last
I hope for them to get better
But the hopes don’t go very far
I always wish
I always hope
All my effort is wasted
None of my hopes
None of my dreams
Will ever be tasted
I lie awake
Each and everyday
To hope for a better tomorrow
After this horrible today
I keep hoping
I keep wishing
I know it is all wasted
But one day I hope
My wishes might be tasted

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