Actions Speak Louder Than Words...
You told me you loved me yesterday, and I believed it and I treasured it like it meant something to you. The problem is people throw that word around like its "Hello". I guess you meant nothing of that. Good thing, unlike you, I didn't throw that word around. Only for a split second i said "I love you, but dont take that written in stone" which meant nothing. But now, Theres no need to set it in stone. Youre all about any girl who comes near you. I really dont want to be a part of you anymore because you have caused me nothing but hurt. And now, I'll end up missing you... and ill probably want to go back to talk to you because I will feel as if i need you.. and the cycle will continue. If only you cared about someone else other than yourself. All you have done is called me dramatic on those days when all i really wanted to do was curl up into a ball and cut myself until i bled to death and died. Thanks. You told me you would try harder but now im not going to even give you that chance. I am so done with you and all of your silly little games. Your Ex-girlfriend (my EX friend who caused me unexplainable pain) you begin to talk to again. I lied to you so i didn't have to ride your bus but you caught me in my tracks... I felt so screwed until i saw her get off your bus by you... then i realized i should be the one upset. Your words today "Well maybe we shouldnt be friends". Right after you told me you loved me?! I am so broken and confused... I just... I'm not looking forward to tomorrow... :/
Advice.... please....Comment.
xoxo-Shattered