hey, I'm luz, I had another account but it was too easy to find and I want witty to be a place where I can open up to you all and not be conscious. I really don't know what else to put here but there's a bit about me and how I feel in my quotes so go check them out.
remember when I had that interview like last week?well yeah so today I got a letter saying I didn't get it, as expected, but even though I expected it I'm actually really angry because everyone else got it who applied...apart from me. And the funniest part about it was it was because they didn't like my answer to the question "do you think reading for fun is important?" in which i answered "it would benefit people but I wouldn't say it was important, if someone wants to read for fun then they will,if they don't then fair enough." now literally out of say 30 people who applied, 7 actually read for fun, me being one of them. They didn't approve of my Answers because I didn't bull my way through them, i'm so annoyed, so I what I've learned is in an interview lie, because your actual opinions are wrong and not appreciated. rant over.
being a twin may seem great and a lot of you say "i wish i was a twin" and yeah sure, it was great and we were really close but eventually they'll prioritize a lot over you, and considering you were so close before it hurts. and then you start getting compared to one another, and hes the smarter one out of me and him so whenever i do anything good hes done something better, hes always the better one and he gets the most recognition for what he does so im pushed to the side, so no, i no longer like being a twin./b>
i can't vent because whenever I try it seems to little of a deal but it's not just the little things, it's all of the little things that have brought me to this point where I just want to be as far away from you as possible.
and here I am at 12am, unable to sleep, crying and in pain. All that just because you decided to treat me like dirt, disinclude me and ignore me, so yeah, thanks for that, I mean I hope at least you made yourself feel good because sure as hell you didn't make me feel good.
im just going to give you a quick update on life, okay I have 5 new dvds, my CD arrived and I hate school. I've been busy with homework so that's why I only have time to post an update. I hope you're all well and feeling good, hopefully I'll have more time tomorrow :)
i had an interview today in which I had to stay behind an hour at school for and do you know when you getthat feeling as soon as you walk into the room that it's a waste of your time, yeah me too. I did awful and i'm so annoyed.
so I was trying to plan what I was going to do for my birthday with a couple of friends and I was suggesting things like marathoning a film series whilst eating pizza and then we'd sleep because that's the thing I'd like to do but they just pulled faces, like excuse me, i'm offering to feed you pizza and other foods, for my birthday. Yeah so i'm not doing anything for my birthday. Doesn't seem like a big deal but it's really annoyed me. Okay bye.