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Heart Attack
Twenty-five
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*Two weeks later*
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Lizzy's P.O.V.
"Liz? Liz, wake up?" Kurt shook my shoulder, and I felt Niall's arm wrap tighter around my waist. He convinced Simon to let the all five them all stay 'given the circumstances.' "Come on Liz, get up," Kurt shook my shoulder again. "Niall, you need to get up too," He walked out of the room.
I wrapped my arms around Niall's neck, knowing what today was, and wishing it was just a nightmare. Niall rubbed my back, and whispered things into my ear. I wasn't listening. I was thinking about how much I missed my sister, wondering why she left, wishing she was here.
"Come on cuteness," Niall moved, and sat up. "Its time to get up," I shook my head, and buried my head into his shirt.
"I don't wanna go Niall," I started to shake. "I wanna go and sleep the rest of my life."
"That's not an option, now get up," He stood up, and I wrapped my legs around his waist. "Are you still wearing what you said yesterday?" Niall walked over to the closet with my wrapped around him like I was a three year old. He pulled out my black tool dress, with a cream top, and a pair of black heels. "Babe, if your gonna get dressed, you need to let go," I unwrapped my legs from his waist, and he set me down on the ground. He gently kissed me, and handed me my clothes. I walked into the bathroom, and took a quick shower, and straightened my hair. I saw the blue highlights that Lilly had convinced me to put in. I pulled on my dress, and zipped up the back. I put on my shoes, and slipped on my gold and black heart ring. Niall knocked on the door, and I quietly let him in, he handed my me silvery gold 'hope' necklace that Lilly had given me. "Thank you," I whispered as he pulled me into a giant hug. I wrapped my arms tightly around his neck, and his found their way around my waist. He kissed me gently as I started to pull away. I walked back over to the sink, and lined my crystal eyes in black eyeliner, and a bit of dark mascara. I looked behind me to see Niall struggling to tie is red tie. I pulled his hands off it, and swiftly looped it around, I pulled his shirt collar down, and tucked the fold under itself. I dabbed a little foundation on my tired eyes, and covered my lips in a light layer of gloss. Jesse knocked on the door;
"Niall? Lizzy? You ready?" I quietly walked over to the door, my heels clicking with every step, and opened it to face Jesse, and Jimmy. Mary, and Mariah standing behind them. Mariah wore a flowy black dress, a pair of heeled boots, her infinity necklace and a gold heart ring. Her chocolate hair was curled, and her bright green eyes shown behind her black eye makeup. Mary had on a black dress that fell at her knee, and a pair of black ballet flats. She kept twisting and turning her silver bow ring, and her heart necklace fell on the top of her dress.
I slowly walked out of the bathroom without saying a word. I went into my bed room, and grabbed my phone off the desk. I walked down stairs, into the kitchen, and slowly took my vitamins, and meds. I ate half an apple, and drink another glass of water. Niall put his arm over my shoulder, and lead me out of the house, to my big pick-up truck.
"Can I drive?" He asked quietly, and I handed him my keys without question. "Thank you darling," He kissed my cheek, and I climbed into the passenger side of the car. About a half hour later, I found myself standing in front of friends and family, making a speech.
"Lilly was more than just my sister, she was one of my best friends. I miss her more and more everyday, and only wish for one more with her. I always wondered how my family would feel if I committed suicide. And, now I know. Because, they would probably feel like I do right now. I wonder what brought her to do this, what happened that would make her so upset that she would feel the need to kill herself. I wish I knew, I wish I could have stopped her," The tears started to spill off my face as I took my seat again.
Author's notes
hello people of witty, earth and beyond... okay, sad chapter. Sorry, but it a sad happy day, and it helps to get it out! Okay. I love you guys. please comment ideas I need them! Bye<3
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