Xavier,
Haha what do I say to you right now? There are so many emotions running through me right now and it's hard to know which one to act on. We've been through a whole hell of a a lot in just two years. They've been the best and the worst years of my life. You were the boy I wanted to spend the rest of my life with but now, now I'm trying my hardest not to hate you. I wish I wouldn't have come to this but sadly it has. You've practically destroyed me and you left me to pick up the pieces without any help from you. I don't know if I can believe anything you say anymore because you've lied to me so many times and it kills me. I wish things could go back to the way they were but they can't. Thinking of you and her being together makes so many emotions run through me but most of all it makes me want to cry, but I don't and hopefully I will never cry over you again. I think it's time I moved on and try to forget about all the pain you caused me. I will always have a place for you in my heart but it will never be like it used to be...</3