I love you so much but I don't think I can keep doing this to myself
Just thinking of all the memories destroys me more than you will ever know
You always told me we'd never be apart but now I can't talk to you without wanting to cry
Yeah I have him and you have her but that still doesn't erase the pain you've caused and the memories cause me...things will never be the same and I know it but my heart just doesn't want to give up.
I don't know how much longer I can stay strong....there is just to much going on and it's really starting to get to me...I wish you could help me get through it like you used to but that's pretty much impossible now...</3