heyitsme30

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My story:
hi; my name is carlee. I'm fourteen! I blow the candles out on July 30th, and i go to a shitty school called torrington high schooll. like every other school in the world, theres drama. and alot of it. I have trust issues, seeing how both of my closest friends lied to me, and broke promises that we had for a while. my closest friends as of right now, are marisa and darlenne (marisalovescarlee101; darlenne). and two of the only ones i trust with absoutly everything. my brother and i have a relationship different than others. we constantly fight, but were as close as you could get. i hold in so many things, to the point i don't even know how to control my emotions anymore. theres so many things behind my smile that nobody even knows about.
now the topic of boys.
theres this kid. who used to be my bestfriend. i trusted him with everything. everything. just yesterday, we got into a huge fight. he was the one i would turn to when i needed somone. my favorite thing about him though, was he knew when something was wrong with me. he didn't have to ask, he would automatically know something was wrong, and he would make me tell him. and he would sit there for hours listening to me vent about everything. he would text me when he woke up, and would continue until we went to sleep that night. we hung out almost every day that i was able to this summer. it just hurts to know that in a blink of an eye, everything is gone. i love this kid, and now, he won't even look at me in school. it hurts, alot.

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April 2, 2013 4:45pm UTC

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February 18, 2013 10:33pm UTC

Yesterday, I hung out with him.
it was the best day I've had in a long time.
we were just hanging out,
I posted a picture of him on my instagram
My ex liked it.
later that day, I logged onto instagram, and sure enough, my ex posted a picture of him and the girl he's currently talking to.
It really surprises me that it didn't affect me. but to be honest, it's the best revenge knowing that your ex is trying to make you jealous of his new girl when you're perfectly happy with your new boy.
I did it.
He's jealous.

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heyitsme30
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January 16, 2013 8:22pm UTC

I still have hope that we'll happen again.

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heyitsme30
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December 28, 2012 11:20pm UTC

I wish I could
but I know I can't

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heyitsme30
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December 28, 2012 3:43pm UTC

when I was younger
I'd put my arms in my shirt and told people I lost my arms.
I would restart the video game everytime I knew I was going to lose.
I always slept wall all of my stuffed animals so none of them got offended.
I had that pen with 4 different colors and I always tried to push them down at the same time.
I used to pour soda into the cap and acted like I was taking shots.
My hardest decision used to be deciding which Nitendo game to play.
I would wait behind a door to scare someone, but I'd always end up leaving because they were taking too long or I had to pee.
I always pretended i was sleeping so I could get carried to my bed.
The only reason I ever went on the computer was to go on paint.
My only "fake" friends were invisible.
I got so scared when I swallowed a fruit seed because I thought a tree was going to grow in my tummy.
Getting bruised knees was so much better than a broken heart.
we all wanted to grow up so quickly
.... why?

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heyitsme30
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December 21, 2012 8:49pm UTC

why would you tell me you love me
...if you didn't

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heyitsme30
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December 15, 2012 9:42pm UTC

my brother got his first college
acceptance letter today!
Cody, I am so proud of you. I can't believe this time has already come. It feels like just yesterday you and I were running around the house playing hide and go seek. I'm going to miss you so much when you leave. But I know that you're going to do great. You're going to make that baseball team with no question about it. I'll try my hardest to be at every home game to support you as much as I possibly can. Good luck Cody. I know you're going to go far in life.
I love you Cody

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heyitsme30
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December 8, 2012 11:18am UTC

1.) Would you hug your ex again? I wish I could
2.) Why did you and your last ex break up? We never saw eachother
3.) How many girlfriends or boyfriends have told you they loved you? three of them, but i know only one truly meant it.
4.) How many girlfriends or boyfriends did you actually love? 1
5.) Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt? unfortunatally
6.) Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry? I'm not sure..
7.) Are you happier single or in a relationship? I'm happy I'm single, but I love being in a relationship with him.
8.) Would you ever lie to get an ex back? If you were once in a relationship with them, why would you ever lie?
9.) Have you ever been cheated on? same kid.
10.) Have you ever told someone you loved them and didn't mean it? yeahhhh.
11.) Have you ever had your heart broken? who hasn't?
12.) If you could go back in time and change things, would you? yes.
13.) Do you still love your ex? with all my heart.
14.) Do you believe that you are a good girlfriend or boyfriend? not at all. he deserves so much better than me.
15.) Have you ever dated some one who was not good to you? him.
16.) Have you dated someone older than you? yuuppp
17.) Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? it depends.
18.) Do you believe in love at first sight? at times.
19.) Ever want to get married? who wouldn't want to?
20.) Ever kissed your friend's boyfriend or girlfriend? No.
21.) If given a chance, would you like to have your ex back? at times I'd consider it..
22.) Still Friends with your exs? we talk everyday.
23.) Do You Like Anyone now? yes.
24.) Does anybody have a tattoo with your name on it? not that i'm aware offff..
25.) Do you think your ex still has feelings for you? I know he does. I just hope he isn't lying about it.

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heyitsme30
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December 1, 2012 9:56pm UTC

When I need someone to cheer me,
don't text me asking what's wrong.

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heyitsme30
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December 1, 2012 9:14pm UTC

you know what hurts?
- feeling left out.
- losing a friend.
- not talking to him.
- when he hurts you.
- getting into a fight with someone who means the world to you.
- knowing someone is hurt, but there's nothing you can do to help.
- making plans then being ditched.
but what hurts the most?
when you're always there for people when they need it.
but when you need someone to talk to, nobody can ever return the favor.

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heyitsme30
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November 13, 2012 8:28pm UTC

today in english class,
We were waiting for the movie to start. I started talking to one of my friends, and someone else made a joke. The person I was talking to goes "guys, stop! I started chemo. It's not my fault!" but he's not on chemo. To be honest, it really hurt me that he could sit there and joke about it. I hit him.. and then told him "it's not something to joke about... my mom's on chemo" and he aplogized to me and said "I'm so sorry, I didn't know."
seriously, think before you speak. you have no idea what's going on in the lifes of the peple next to you.

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heyitsme30
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November 13, 2012 7:50pm UTC

It's crazy to think just how much you actually mean to me.

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heyitsme30
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November 9, 2012 5:16pm UTC

I wish I was skinny.
and I wish I thought I was pretty. and I wish I was comfortable in my own body.

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heyitsme30
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November 8, 2012 7:09pm UTC

I can't even look at him anymore
I'm so hurt..

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heyitsme30
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November 7, 2012 3:25pm UTC

My bestfriends name is Joey
I have known Joey all my life. His mom was my moms bestfriend. I talk to him about everything.
Boys, family problems, anything you can think of, I talk to him about it. The best thing though?
I know it's the same for him. He trusts me with his life. Joey knows every single way to make me
smile. Every time I see him in school, I'll scream "HI JOEY!" and what does he say back?
"Hi beautiful."

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heyitsme30
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November 7, 2012 3:02pm UTC

I try so hard not to compare myself to her.
but it's so hard not to.

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heyitsme30
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November 1, 2012 7:56pm UTC

we broke up the other night
and for the first time ever, i'm experiencing a true heartbreak.

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heyitsme30
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October 30, 2012 6:14pm UTC

I just need closure..

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heyitsme30
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October 30, 2012 12:21pm UTC

your hand fits in mine
LIKE IT'S MADE
JUST FOR ME

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heyitsme30
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October 30, 2012 11:53am UTC

I still remember the day we met.
Honestly, I find it sad I can still remember it. But I do. I can remember it like yesterday.
I was in seventh grade, three years ago. It was a friday night and I was at the high school football game. I've heard about you before, people tended to talk about you alot in school. My friends and I had went to get some hot chocolate because it was freezing that night. As we started walking back up the hill to the stands, I saw one of my friends and we began to talk. As we were talking, you came up to me, and put your arm around me. I had no idea who you were, so I thought it was kind of odd that you'd come up to me. As you stood there with your arm around me, you looked at me, pulled your phone out and said "you're cute, what's your number?" I started laughing because i thought it was just a joke then everyone looked at me and said "he's not joking, he wants your number." So I gave it to you. A week or two later, I was laying in bed and I got a text from a number. Sure enough, it was you. We started talking every day. You became the person i could always turn to when i needed someone to talk to about anything. You had a grilfriend at the time. When you two would fight, I was the one you would talk to about it. Pretty soon, you gained feelings for my bestfriend. You two would talk about everything. And I felt like you were forgetting about me. You and your girlfriend broke up. You were broken, I could just tell. Eventually, you gained feelings for me. And when you told me, I started thinking about it, and realized I had feelings for you also. But I was talking to someone. When him and I would fight, you were always there for me. I wish I had realized that. You were the best thing that had happened to me. One night, we got into a huge fight. That night was the night you told me you loved me. I really wish I had realized the feelings I had for you. Last year, my freshman year, I did something that changed our relationship. If I could, I'd do all I could to take it back. I miss you. Not even you, I just miss our friendship. I miss when I could talk to you about everything. I miss the goodmorning texts. I love you, and I hate it. Because I'm the one with the feelings. You're the one who's happy.
I miss you.

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