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Cleaned my slate, I'm depressed, I have confidence issues, I hate myself. No point wiriting about it, all it does is cause pain. I've attempted suicide 15 times .Been cheated on.Hate myself.Have a fear of turning into a monster.Sadly I haveMy names Declan, call me Deck. I'm 18 and I'm on the edge. If I leave I plan to go helping as many others as possible.I've hurt the girl I love, Liv. I just wish I was better, stronger, more perfect. But that's not the case

heyy ma homies its liv (i_will_awake_down_the_line)
well there is so much i can say about decran here :3
deck is one of the closest people to me
he seriously knows everything about me...which is scary because im weird and im suprised that you dont pay me out :p im glad you dont though :)
sooooo
deck is like the sweetest guy like EVER :D
you guys should talk to him because he is amazing
deck is so strong and its amazing that he is still alive and still pushes forward
sadly me and deck recentally split up
so he isnt mine anymore :'(
BUT
he still totally owns my heart
i love him so much
like deck i love you so much
but
im so glad that your getting happy :)
i wouldnt be suprised if every girl started hitting on you and wanted you
when you get a girlfriend im going to be so happy for you :)
because you will be happy
and like i said the first time we started talking, your like the brother i always wanted
so ill always be around :D
unless thats weird :p
byyyyyeeeeeee yallllll :D
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t7W0xJ5YqSM
^^ epic song that always makes me think of how i feel for this boii ^.^
xxx

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September 3, 2012 2:01am UTC

Coming home and speaking to that one person < 3
I might make it after all.
Thank you, You know who you are x

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deck
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September 2, 2012 6:19pm UTC

I have to be happy.
I wish i was happy.

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September 2, 2012 5:21pm UTC

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posted a quote
September 2, 2012 8:51am UTC

Its sad...
Right now, i have most of the mental signs of losing your will to live.
I'm only 18
God help me

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deck
posted a quote
September 1, 2012 7:05pm UTC

I wish i didnt look like i do now...
its crap...
ugly.
Id rather look like Johnny Depp or Josh Duhamel.
maybe then i could be...
attractive..

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deck
posted a quote
September 1, 2012 11:08am UTC

Drunk my pain away and cried all the tears i could.

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September 1, 2012 3:03am UTC

Today i spent the day with my scene mates, hung out, spoke about the past.
told them how id changed from the druggo i was to the man i am today.
They smiled and laughed with me as we shuffled all day long. afyer many craps and sore limbs
im proud to say that im recovering. its slow but worth it.
And then i came home and read something...
back to square one.

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posted a quote
August 31, 2012 4:28pm UTC

Lastnight i spoke to a youth leader about everything.
the past week and a bit ive had.
if my mate wasnt there i would have burst into tears because then it all sunk in that shes gone.
we all sat and prayed about..... her and i promised id always support her.
Never in my life has it hurt so much when ive seen a couple like we were.
but then i realize the source of all the problems. was me...

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posted a quote
August 31, 2012 11:31am UTC

She's in my dreams
and
On my mind.
< 3

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posted a quote
August 31, 2012 3:44am UTC

holding together after it all is harder then i thought.

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August 31, 2012 2:07am UTC

The hardest part of living is just taking breaths to stay.

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posted a quote
August 30, 2012 6:44am UTC

i dont need a funeral cause im already dead, buried or burnt alive.
goodbye
im sorry i hurt you, but its time i suffer for my crimes

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posted a quote
August 30, 2012 6:02am UTC

And she left.
leaving behind the husk of a man she used to love.
he knew then
that he wouldnt ever recover.
and it would be a miracle if he survived the night

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August 30, 2012 5:25am UTC

Id do anything to keep another alive, even if its goes against what ive said before. i meant what i said back then my love and it will stay that way.
Carpa diem

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deck
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August 30, 2012 1:16am UTC

God bless you

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posted a quote
August 29, 2012 9:10am UTC

i guess i dont get a notebook ending.

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posted a quote
August 29, 2012 8:41am UTC

You will never be replaced.
Never in my eyes atleast

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August 29, 2012 2:07am UTC

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