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Cleaned my slate, I'm depressed, I have confidence issues, I hate myself. No point wiriting about it, all it does is cause pain. I've attempted suicide 15 times .Been cheated on.Hate myself.Have a fear of turning into a monster.Sadly I haveMy names Declan, call me Deck. I'm 18 and I'm on the edge. If I leave I plan to go helping as many others as possible.I've hurt the girl I love, Liv. I just wish I was better, stronger, more perfect. But that's not the case

heyy ma homies its liv (i_will_awake_down_the_line)
well there is so much i can say about decran here :3
deck is one of the closest people to me
he seriously knows everything about me...which is scary because im weird and im suprised that you dont pay me out :p im glad you dont though :)
sooooo
deck is like the sweetest guy like EVER :D
you guys should talk to him because he is amazing
deck is so strong and its amazing that he is still alive and still pushes forward
sadly me and deck recentally split up
so he isnt mine anymore :'(
BUT
he still totally owns my heart
i love him so much
like deck i love you so much
but
im so glad that your getting happy :)
i wouldnt be suprised if every girl started hitting on you and wanted you
when you get a girlfriend im going to be so happy for you :)
because you will be happy
and like i said the first time we started talking, your like the brother i always wanted
so ill always be around :D
unless thats weird :p
byyyyyeeeeeee yallllll :D
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t7W0xJ5YqSM
^^ epic song that always makes me think of how i feel for this boii ^.^
xxx

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September 23, 2012 11:49pm UTC

Tempted to start doing drugs again. So i can watch the whole world pass by. As i lose myself and eventually die.

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September 22, 2012 6:22pm UTC

That moment when i wake up in the morning and make baby dinosaur noises as i attempt to get out of bed.

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September 22, 2012 8:18am UTC

im back. sorry i left.
missed you all

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September 17, 2012 5:42pm UTC

Atleast youre alive and okay, i was so worried about you, if you had done it.....
I dont know where i would be.

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September 16, 2012 3:52am UTC

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September 13, 2012 9:03am UTC

Hold me now,
'Cause I couldn't even if I tried.
It's over now,
I guess it really is my time.
I don't wanna go,
But it's time I gotta say goodbye.
So hold me now,
'Cause this'll be our last time.
I'm slowing down,
And I don't think that I can fight.
I know somehow,
You'll find a way to live your life.
Remember just to live,
Ever day like it's your last.
And hold me now,
'Cause I think it's time for me to pass.
I don't wanna die,
I don't know why,
This kind of fate was meant for me.
You gotta be strong,
Gotta move on,
It's not how it was supposed to be.
What do I say,
It was never supposed to end up this way.
What do I have to do,
Was supposed to grow old with you.
But that ain't gonna happen.
Mhmm.
No that ain't gonna happen.
Hold me now,
'Cause the time I've got's running out.
No tears allowed,
Even though we've become without.
I just wanna feel,
Your head laying on my chest.
So hold me now,
As I take my last breath.
I don't wanna die,
I don't know why,
This kind of fate was meant for me.
You gotta be strong,
Gotta move on,
It's not how it was supposed to be.
What do I say,
It was never supposed to end up this way.
What do I have to do,
Was supposed to grow old with you.
But that ain't gonna happen.
Mhmm.
No that ain't gonna happen.

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September 13, 2012 8:43am UTC

im as good as dead...

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September 13, 2012 4:10am UTC

I need to make another sleeve soon. lifes becoming to much, soon i probably wont have an arm left.

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September 13, 2012 3:20am UTC

i cut again. did it at school aswell.
but thank god it helped...

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September 12, 2012 10:05am UTC

I dont know what the f*ck is wrong with me.
ive hurt so many people today.
Im so
sorry
Im so so sorry.
I deserve to die and thats what i intend to do.
goodbye

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September 12, 2012 1:48am UTC

That moment when you wanna tell someone you love them, but you dont quite know how ://

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September 11, 2012 6:11am UTC

If i had a gun id put it under my chin and pull the trigger.

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September 10, 2012 5:54pm UTC

Does anyone really care about me?
really miss me?
really like me?
does anyone really.....
...love me....

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September 10, 2012 7:54am UTC

Well that escalated quickly haha

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September 9, 2012 5:11pm UTC

When you wish you were so much more...
and
Maybe if you had been better...
none of this would have happened...

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September 9, 2012 7:30am UTC

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September 9, 2012 1:04am UTC

I just wish you told me, so they i didnt feel how i do.

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September 9, 2012 12:07am UTC

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Where every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure
Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God we're together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever
I don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
I don't want to miss one smile
I don't want to miss one kiss
I just want to be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time Yeah yeah yeah
I don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
I Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
And I don't want to miss a thing

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September 8, 2012 8:01pm UTC

If i mean so much then why push me away...

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September 8, 2012 9:53am UTC

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