deck · 1 decade ago
I'm trying :/
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deck · 1 decade ago
I'm thing but its so hard :/
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deck · 1 decade ago
It's okay, noone really can, I'm just up and doomed to die x
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deck · 1 decade ago
Vent to me anytime x
I'm here
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deck · 1 decade ago
Thank you, it's just. I'm so broken without her, and she was what made me happy and kept me alive and without her I'm just dead
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deck · 1 decade ago
Yeah Mariah < 3 ?
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deck · 1 decade ago
I understand that x
I'm here if you need me you know that yeah?
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deck · 1 decade ago
Hey gorgeous, please smile x
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deck · 1 decade ago
Mariah I an worrying :(( you mean so much to me please tell me
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deck · 1 decade ago
I won't, I just wanna die.
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deck · 1 decade ago
If you think your fat then I'm a whale..

Why do you ask?
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deck · 1 decade ago
:(( I wish I could make you smile im sorry I'm always down, and don't worry I fake allot of it too. Tbh I just am not coping anymore
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deck · 1 decade ago
You are skinny

Yeah I did Skype Liv. We chatted for a while
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deck · 1 decade ago
Hey, I don't know your name, but you have done allot more then most people have. Trust me, when I sent that last message I was in a terrible place, I'm a bit better. Now but I miss the love of my life so much. I wanna be able to hold her again. To just spend eternity with her :'(

And I can't
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deck · 1 decade ago
I do too :/

And idk :/ u don't remember
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deck · 1 decade ago
Don't be sorry okay < 3

It's not your fault that I'm where I am. It's the fact I lost Liv and now I just, can't go on without her. I'm trying to hold back all the pain, and the suicide attempts and the cutting but it's not working, I'm breaking and I just.

I miss the girl I gave my heart to. I miss the girl I nearly made love with. I miss my world.

She's my everything and without her I'm nothing.
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deck · 1 decade ago
I know you went to hospital again Mariah :/ taking laxitives and has to stop.

That's one of the reasons I'm hurting. Secondly I just, I'm so screwed up after Liv left. I just remembered something and its made it horrible again.
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deck · 1 decade ago
I feel terrible, I wanna die
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deck · 1 decade ago
I miss you
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deck · 1 decade ago
It's not your fault. I'm just fuckedddfdf up behind recognition
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