When we first met,
I never imagined we would be more than just friends.
I didn't start to "like" you for about a month.
To me, you were just another guy.
You flirted with me,
And called me beautiful,
But it took me awhile to developed feelings for you.
I was never into the whole "long distance" thing.
I really did not want to start a relationship with you,
Because I knew it would never last.
The first few months with you were amazing.
We talked every day,
And you were so kind and caring towards me.
You shared things with me,
That you never told anyone else.
You told me about your rough past,
And how you were addicted to drugs in eighth grade.
You always listened to me,
And I think that's what made me fall in love with you.
Before, I could never share my real feelings with anyone.
I couldn't tell my parents,
Because I knew they wouldn't listen.
And I couldn't tell my friends,
Because I didn't want them seeing "the real me".
The past few months have been hard for me.
We don't talk as often.
But when we do,
I feel so much better.
I don't really like coming to you with my "problems" anymore,
Because I know that you already go through enough,
And that's the last thing you need.
I have had doubts before,
About our relationship,
And what is going to happen with "us".
But I always try and keep my head up.
I know that one day,
When we see each other for the first time,
Our relationship will change,
And I will be the happiest girl on the earth.
It's been five and a half months,
And I'm happy to say,
That I was wrong.
We are making this work.
I love you so much.
♥
If you just read all of that,
Thank you.
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