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Im Alyssa, i'm 15 and i live in Australia. 
I have two sisters (17, 11) and a brother (24), my parents divorced when i was 11.
My dad remarried, mum didn't. i live with my dad and step-mum and see my mum on weekends and holidays.
My older sister is a b*tch and lives with my mum, cause my dad couldn't handle her and kicked her out. 
I love country music and never really watch TV. School is my own personal hell - I was bullied in primary school,
but since moving to a new area after my parents split, that stopped. For the first time in my life, I had friends.
I have three best friends (Kelsey, Anna and Josh) and about eight others who I'm pretty close to,
but from what happened in primary school, I still can't trust the people around me and doubt most relationships.
I was diagnosed with depression last year. The only thing that keeps me from killing myself is
my little sister and my niece and nephews. My sister is 10, my niece (brother's daughter) is three
& my nephews (brother's sons) are 5 and 1. 
  1. blownaway blownaway
    posted a quote
    July 17, 2013 7:05am UTC
    I can't do this any more.
    I'm sorry.

  2. blownaway blownaway
    posted a quote
    June 16, 2013 8:11am UTC
    cutting isn't the only way people self-harm.
    stop acting like the only 'depressed' people are the ones who cut.
    anything that causes self-inflicted pain is self-harm.
    that includes burning, cutting, hitting, scratching, pinching, flicking,...
    there are so many ways for people to self-harm,
    and focusing only on cutting is turning a blind eye to those who use other methods.

  3. blownaway blownaway
    posted a quote
    June 11, 2013 6:20am UTC
    One in five.
    That’s how many anorexia sufferers die.
    20%.
    My friend just had someone in her family diagnosed with cancer. He has an 84% survival rate.
    You are more likely to survive cancer than you are to survive anorexia.
    That is how deadly this disorder is.
    This is not a phase. This is not a diet.
    This is life or death.

  4. blownaway blownaway
    posted a quote
    April 17, 2013 8:24pm UTC
    You're trying not to let the first tear fall out,
    trying not to think about turning around.
    You're trying not to get lost in the sound,
    BUT THAT SONG IS ALWAYS ON
    so you sing along.

  5. blownaway blownaway
    posted a quote
    April 17, 2013 8:09pm UTC
    It rains in your bedroom;
    everything is wrong.

  6. blownaway blownaway
    posted a quote
    April 17, 2013 8:06pm UTC
    You feel so low you can't feel nothing at all.

  7. blownaway blownaway
    posted a quote
    April 17, 2013 7:56pm UTC
    Depression is like a war;
    YOU EITHER WIN
    or die trying.

  8. blownaway blownaway
    posted a quote
    April 17, 2013 7:23pm UTC
    Everyone seems to think that to be sad, you need to cry.
    I'm always sad, but I never cry. At all.

  9. blownaway blownaway
    posted a quote
    April 17, 2013 7:21pm UTC
    I honestly don't see the point in doing anything anymore. Nothing seems to matter. It feels like I'm trying to walk through quicksand.

  10. blownaway blownaway
    posted a quote
    April 17, 2013 7:17pm UTC
    I'm so scared of the future. I don't have any idea of what I'm going to do next year, and I only have a couple months to decide. I don't want to grow up, move out, get a job, pay bills. I know I'm going to end up alone, cause I suck at keeping in contact with people. I'll probably stop talking to all my school friends within a couple months of graduation. I don't want to go to college, but everyone expects me to. All I really want is to curl up in a ball and hide from everything. Maybe it would be easier to just die.

  11. blownaway blownaway
    posted a quote
    April 17, 2013 7:14pm UTC
    I just feel so tired all the time. Like, what is the point? Nothing is exciting anymore. Nothing matters. It's all too much effort.

  12. blownaway blownaway
    posted a quote
    March 20, 2013 6:21pm UTC
    I don't particularly want to die,
    I just wouldn't care if I did.
    NMQ

  13. blownaway blownaway
    posted a quote
    February 25, 2013 4:48am UTC
    I'm so scared of not being enough.
    Not smart enough,
    not pretty enough,
    not happy enough,
    not strong enough,
    not social enough,
    not outgoing enough,
    not good enough.

  14. blownaway blownaway
    posted a quote
    February 25, 2013 4:38am UTC
    I don't have any motivation anymore.
    I don't want to do good in school,
    I don't want to try to make friends.
    I don't even want to get out of bed in the mornings.
    I give up.

  15. blownaway blownaway
    posted a quote
    September 5, 2012 10:43pm UTC
    Everybody always gave you what you wanted,
    you never had to work, it was always there.
    You don't know what it's like.

  16. blownaway blownaway
    posted a quote
    September 5, 2012 10:37pm UTC
    You were always there,
    LIKE A SHINING LIGHT ON MY DARKEST DAYS,
    you were there to guide me.

  17. blownaway blownaway
    posted a quote
    September 5, 2012 10:28pm UTC
    In a blink of an eye;
    I never got to say goodbye.

  18. blownaway blownaway
    posted a quote
    September 5, 2012 9:41pm UTC
    With a country boy,
    THERE'S THREE THINGS YOU DON'T MESS WITH:
    his hat, his truck, and his girlfriend.

  19. blownaway blownaway
    posted a quote
    September 4, 2012 9:17pm UTC
    In a box beneath my bed
    IS A LETTER THAT YOU NEVER READ FROM THREE SUMMERS BACK.

  20. blownaway blownaway
    posted a quote
    September 4, 2012 7:06am UTC
    You seniors, that are focused on college,
    you're focused on your work after high school,
    WHAT YOU'RE GONNA DO NEXT.
    You're focused on tomorrow, aren't you?
    You've got plenty of time for tomorrow.
    But these tonights? They're going by fast.
    YOU NEED TO START LIVING IN THE MOMENT.
    You're never going to get this time back.

:)

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