dear daddy,
im sorry im so bad. ik i get in trouble alot maybe thats why you dont want me. is it because of the time i got detion? or because of the time i got inschool? or because of the time i got lunch detion? or because of the time i got suspendeed? do you not want me because of the time i got drunk? do you not want me because of the time i got high? watever the reason is ill fix it daddy, i pinki promise. well i guess those dont mean much to you cuz you pinki promised youed be home for my birthday but they mean alot to me and i pinki promise you ill be good. i wont pounch anyone, or sware, or drink, or smoke, and ill always do my homework no matter wat. i pinki promise. idk no wat else i can do daddy, i try, i really do. maybe if i played softball or if i was better at sports or if i was a better dancer or if i wasa better student. myabe if you could say my little girls the best at something youll want me. ill try extra hard this yr in sports, and ill do even better in school, and ill work harder at dance. if i have to quit something to make you love me daddy i will. ill do anything just to see you again, id do anything for a hug, just a hug thats all i want. i really do miss you, ik i dont call you enough but your always busy wen i do call. why cant you make a little time for your little girl? moms getting a promotion so shes gonna be travleing alot. its a good job, maybe youd be proud but probly not. i only told you daddy cuz i already miss you, i miss you soo much, and now moms gonna be gone too. she was at work alot before too but now shes gonna be gone almost always. i love you why cant you see tht? why dont you love me? why do youhave to lie to me? if your not gonna kepp your promise then just dont make it. its hard getting hurt all the time. i get hurt at home and school i dont want you hurting me too daddy. im sorry im not wat you want, im sorry i get in so much trouble, im sorry im not great at sports, im sorry im not the best in band, im sorry im not as good as ruthann in dance, im sorry im not as good as katie in chorus, im sorry im not good enough for you.