So, well I made this account to save me. First of, I am a cutter. & I have been clean for maybe 2 weeks. That's good... for me. I suffer from depression.. no joke.I try to starve myself. & I have bulima. As you can see in my username, i'm addicted to the pain. 324= cut to deep. Maybe you guys should know why I cut myself, and have depression. Well my parents are divorced and I started to cut in 5th grade when they told me they were getting divorced. Now my dad is married and mom is getting married. My step-mom has two kids. Her daughter is 15. She used to be one of my best friends. Now she causes so much drams for me. It's crazy. I told me dad I didn't want to geo to his house anymore, because of the drama that was created. I live with her for two years, and in those two years I have cut myself atleast 50 times. I have many scars from it. & it's hard to hide them all. So I've never really told anybody this but I'm very very very self-consious of myself & I'm always fishing for compliments. So this is taking me a lot of courage and confidence to do, I weighed myself earlier today & i weigh 115 pounds and I'm 5'2. I need to get skinnier. Everyone says I'm skinny already but, I don't believe anyone. I'm ugly as fuck. I hate myself so much. I just want to die. Someone, anyone please help me.
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