Long but worth it.
My mother is an Alcoholic. millions of times she told me she would stop drinking, "this was the last time, i swear." All those nights, when my friends or family was over, and she was passed out on the floor. Abusing me. Scars i have, Drunk driving with me and my siblings in the car. So many times, i trusted her again, and again, and again. And she just does it and does it and does it. i know, She can't help it. She doesn't remember all the things she put my and my family through. My sibling were too young to know what was happening, only me and my older sister know. My dad is finally devorcing her, we get to get away from the past. Just start fresh. For so long i felt like there was no one there for me. that loved me. Me and my sister had to act like the mother because my mom would never act like one. I'm not saying this to get you're sympethy, your piety. i'm saying this to finally get it out. i have had this bottled up in me for a very long time. I've lived all my life as if i never had a mom. I taught myself everything. and i teach my siblings everything. life for me is tough, but i dont take what i have for granted. bEcause any day, any minute, it can all be taken away. Just when you think you have it worse, thinkk of the people in Japan without family, or friends, a home, only living with the cloths on there backs. and yet all they do is help others. can i get some faves? to know i'm not alone anymore.<3