Zoraidaz
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1 decade ago
I'M ONLINE I'M ONLINE WHERE ARE YOU? ;A; reply
Zoraidaz
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1 decade ago
My real name's Bethany, but I hate it, so I prefer Bethan :3 It's also what Ash calls me, so.. XDD I don't mind Zori though :3 Never been called it before but I like it~
Yay! :'D It's always awesome to have common interests~
But but I was really angry XD" Dad snaps DVDs all the time too, so I guess it's from him c: although I don't do it ALL the time haha
It WAS awesome~ That store has since closed down, though, and we disbanded ;w; Sad times..
Haha XD Here, let me throw a speedpaint at you: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xFuJHwuk2Q8&list=UU2VvJQeo8Cza1HPjYQkljRA it's quite old, but I haven't done a colouring one recently XD" Just a lineart one~ and lol I wear glasses XD I hate them though, they get in the way and are always so dirty ;A;
and sure, of course~ I'll send you Revenge of the Future or something, if you want XD It's really, really old but starts off as Caperi and the like, since I BEGAN updating/editing it, but it goes back to pokémon fanfiction after about ten chapters, I think owo" It's set after Lost in a Dream (the one I'm publishing) so when I've finished editing it I wanna try publishing it as well c:
"____shipping" is the name of a shipping, instead of the two names mushed together c: like... the shipping of Jellal x Erza from Fairy Tail is known as Jerza, Drew x May from Pokémon is known as Contestshipping c: Mine (Bethan) and Ash's shipping is Fieryshipping, instead of BethAsh or Ashan or whatever XD
Contestshipping is called Contestshipping because both May and Drew participate in Contests, and we're Fieryshipping because, according to Crys, Ash and I have a very fiery passion for each other ;D plus he's a very lively, fiery person XD
...we should probs continue long conversations on msn oops
I talk too much omg reply
Zoraidaz
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1 decade ago
Group? ;A;
is
is that the tasty humans thing reply
Zoraidaz
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1 decade ago
There's a witty chat?
WHAT WHEN WHERE HOW
TELL ME reply
Zoraidaz
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1 decade ago
Haha XD I met all on dA except for the australian and the metalhead, which were omegle ^^" bit iffy but oh well
Aww :'D You can call me Bethan btw, idm :3 ... ALL the abbreviations there omg
I love Evanescence~ don't have a partcular favourite band, as it changes pretty much daily on what I want to listen to, but I also love All Time Low, 30 Seconds to Mars and Three Days Grace :3 I don't stalk their twitter or know everything about their lives, though XD I just listen to their music occasionally XD
Tbh, I saw the movie before I read the book XD I only realised after I read it how much it sucked then snapped our DVD of it c:
No, this book club was AWESOME :D We got cookies and orange juice and all loved the same genres and got the books for free and also got free proof books and met once a month on the sofas in the huge book store and it was great~
I managed to see it on the day it came out, right after school ^-^ I was GOING to go to the premier, but sadly I had a residential school trip ;A; So I had to sell the ticket :c
No, I have a tablet :3 I draw straight onto the computer, in other words :3 I have a couple of really old speedpaints on youtube, if you're interested xD
I did and they missed all the stuff I've found -_-" I don't trust them for that anymore XD And because my supposed best friend promised she would then six months later she still hadn't even started
OKAY I'LL OPEN MSN I'M SURE I'VE STILL GOT IT DOWNLOADED
BUT I CAN'T REMEMBER HOW IT WORKS DO I LIKE GIVE YOU MY EMAIL OR WHAT
yes
yes I am
plus according to a friend my shipping name with Ash is fieryshipping xD Like pokeshipping, contestshipping etc :3 reply
Zoraidaz
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1 decade ago
I swear the moment I get out of this house I am buying a playstation somehow seriously
and taking the wii with me etc etc XD
And I don't because she doesn't with me :U she often forgets to get me presents and stuff so I don't make much of an effort with her. I don't forget to get her stuff, I just forget her age XD
My closest friends are all from the internet, tbh. They're a bit of an unusual bunch, with a gay FTM, completely innocent art student from Canada, a loving-stalker-dude from Australia, an autistic metalhead from somewhere surprisingly near and then one suicidal girl from Witty who I haven't heard from in six months :c But, now you as well~ < 3
And no, not at all... I try to find guys I find attractive to put on my walls and fangirl over, but nobody clicks. Instead my walls are covered in both my own drawings and anime posters, with one Evanescence poster my Dad got me XD Ash is definitely the lucky guy.
One of my biggest fears is that I will never love anyone else, though. I will never fall in love in real life.
Haha I can understand that xD Eragon is pretty long~ And he took long enough with the last book :U I waited like three years. But it's at least an inch thick XD
I started reading THG before Catching Fire was even out xD In about... 2008/9? I remember hearing that the film was going to made in my book club, and then everybody gave each other roles and we acted it out XD We kinda forgot about it but then a year or so later the official date was released and I was all OMG 2012 IS SO FAR AWAY WHAT WILL I DOOOOOOO and then it was quick so XD I still have the post-it on my board telling me the date with a lot of smileys XD
My favourite character at first was Gale, then he got a little boring to me. So I must say Finnick. I love Finnick so much < 3 Didn't like him much at first, thought he was a bit of a playboy, but then I learned more and ahhhh :'D
.... THANK YOU :'D I finished the drawing which is my current background only last night and gosh I'm proud of it :3
And I'm half way through proofing it, I just need to finish! I've found a gazillion mistakes though so I'll have to go through the reviewing /again/ and ugh
I used msn for about six months when I was 13 then moved to skype, tbh XD
My skype name's fieryshipper, though :3 At the moment my name on there is Akiye Mensi because of RPs btw XD All my contacts are also nicknamed after fairy tail characters~ reply
Zoraidaz
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1 decade ago
MY FRIEND MEAGAN HAS ONE :'D XD
And aww D: Why'd he sell it?
And yeah, I think XD Idk, I don't really keep tabs on that kinda stuff. *thinks for a moment* Wait yes she's 14, June 1998
And dw, I don't mind if other people are spoiled generally XDD
And yeah... so far, I can't form attachment to real people. I've got my best friend, my internet friends, a couple of people I tolerate, and my imaginary people. I've never had a proper crush on anybody real, celebrity or guy in my school, nothing. Just Ash XD For four ish years now, too ^-^ And yes, I have all them too < 333
Yes, you are right~ Imaginary guys are so much easier -_-"
...My absolute favourite book? Oh, wow...
Either The Chaos Walking Trilogy, the Eragon series or the Fallen series ^-^ I want to say The Hunger Games too, as they were my favourites for a long, long time, but then they became popular and I'm not particularly hipster but I don't want to be associated with all the b*tches in my school who suddenly read it and fangasmed over Peeta because Josh Hutcherson :/ I never really liked Peeta anyway. XD" But let's not get into that~
And of course~ Her book can be bought here: https://www.createspace.com/3728667
And a sneak peak of mine is: http://zoraidaz.deviantart.com/gallery/41253925 ^-^ I have a lot of stuff there, as I draw more than I write XD The actual book has 28 chapters in, and although it says there that those are the final published words, they're not. They WERE, then I found all the mistakes -_-"
And I used to use msn, but now I use skype ^-^ I was thinking it would probably be easier to talk over that kinda thing XDD reply
Zoraidaz
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1 decade ago
Ah, okay~ I have a DSi XL :3 I started out on the original DS, but I played it so much I broke it. No really, it broke from the insides burning out and failing, not from being dropped/snapped XDD
Wii's... okay. It was all I could afford XD I got a second-hand one for £20, whereas other second hand consoles were still like £200. ^^"
My sister's 14, I think. XD (For the record, Crow hates her for being his age XD) She's very spoiled, yes. She got a fitted bedroom and fancy lights and pretty curtains and all to her own tastes and I was told what I was getting XD Ah well, I like the colour blue, so it's not /much/ of a loss this time around
And yes... Ash is my biggest crush < 3 He knows it, too XD He likes to tease me and work me up and then /finally/ give me a kiss or a cuddle. Sometimes I long for him so badly it physically hurts, but those are the worst times in my life because I involuntarily remember he's not real and not really there and god it hurts. It's like he dies over and over and over. Every time he comes back I can't help but wonder when he'll go again. He doesn't /choose/ to go, he doesn't want to in the slightest because he knows how anxious and jumpy and agitated I get when he isn't there. But when I remember everything crashes. :c
For now, though, we're perfectly happy and real~ Nah, imaginary guys are always better \^o^/
Ours mostly does too, dw XD There are nineteen shelves of non-fiction, one shelf of fiction. Not much. XD" I COULD go to my ordinary local library, but I haven't been there since I was seven and idk where things are or how to use it oops
And awesome~ I have quite a few favourite books if you ever need a new one to read :3 I also love writing them myself, and have a friend who's published one if you're interested :'D They're made to order, though, so you'd have to buy instead of borrow, so I can understand if you didn't want to buy it XD One of mine should be published in the near future too, as soon as I can get my lazy butt to finish proof reading it :3
As for the advert, as far as I know a corner of the internet's raising a sh*t storm about it in the hopes the producers notice XD reply
Zoraidaz
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1 decade ago
Oh, my friend's got that ^-^ I've always wanted to play it, but haven't yet D: Isn't it for the playstation or something though? I've just got a Wii and DS XDD As I said, my parents don't like me gaming so I get the stuff myself and save up for a long times XD
No, I have a little sister ^-^ They let her get away with murder and blame me, though. Idk. They're really inconsistent and stuff - they say I'm not allowed more than one person around for sleepovers because there isn't room, but she's had 10+ people. They let her take a job, but I'm not even allowed to volunteer. Idk. XD"
Haha yes XD It's just so hard to describe him in once comprehensible sentence. He is everything. ^o^
No, no ladies with me~ I see imaginary people at school, though, so there /are/ a few girls, I just don't really talk to them. There's Riley, Amy, Reine, Mirabella, Lola, Violet, Chelsea etc etc XD But I rarely talk to them c:
YesIlovebooksomg < 333
Sure, I'll see if I can find it in my school library~ Have you ever read The Chaos Walking trilogy? The first is The Knife of Never Letting Go. It's written from the point of view of a boy who never learned to read or write properly, so the grammar and spelling is pointedly awful, but it's consistent and fits the style~ :3
Btw, you know what's amazing about that advert?
It won't ever become a proper anime. It was just advertising the animating company, apparently. Fml. reply
Zoraidaz
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1 decade ago
Awesome! It is really good~
I love games, yes~ Especially RPG ones. Unfortunately, my parents are against me gaming so I've hardly played any, but my favourites are Final Fantasy III, IV, The Legend of Zelda: Skyward Sword and most of all, Fragile Dreams. <3
And yes Crow is so lovely omg <3 He's 14 so he should act a lot older but he really doesn't :'3
It's difficult to choose a favourite omg
Ash is... Ash. My love.
I can't live without Crow's innocent, unconditional love and support.
Storm was the first one I ever saw, when I was seven, and he's stuck by ever since.
Fletcher's saved the lives of my people numerous times. Especially Storm. He's a Mage, so XD"
And Caelan always cheers me up without fail.
But.... Ash. I can't live without my Ashy < 3
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ByhP478ZPQI&list=LL2VvJQeo8Cza1HPjYQkljRA&feature=mh_lolz is the advert btw :'D
And aww thank you :'D I try to be as nice as possible because people are often dicks to me and I don't want everyone to feel like I've felt X3 I don't think you're creepy at all, you're one of the nicest people I've met~
.... I had so much to say but I forgot it all
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Zoraidaz
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1 decade ago
Nah it's not crazy, that's okay XD They're not the most popular, I guess. I think my favourite out of them was probably Happiness ^-^
And by job, I mean they're making me choose A-levels and such I don't want to take and won't let me aim for the job I really want. They want me to be a psychologist, and although I'm interested in it and everything I don't want to be one for a living. I want to be a games designer C:
Yeah... they started out as imaginary friends, but I've gradually lost control. They're they're own people. Fletcher's a snarky arsehole sometimes, but is generally very lovely and kind. Storm is seriously scary and intimidating yet so tender towards me when he feels like it. Caelan loves to prank, although his sense of humour is a little warped. He's severely claustrophobic and has a huge personality. Crow is my bby, he loves to cuddle and bury himself in my arms and is the clingyest boy you'll ever meet. Hugely immature, but I love him so much. And don't even get me started on Ash. I'd be dead without him, a hundred times over. I like to think of him as my boyfriend. He certain calls me his gf, and I love him so freaking much.
I see them like I see real, solid people. They're not like ghosts, or thoughts, I can feel, hear, see, smell, taste them as well as I can anybody else in the room. So... yeah. There are many other people that come and go, but they're pretty much the main few that live with me
AND YAY KUROKO :'D
Btw omg did you see that sexy swimming anime advert
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Zoraidaz
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1 decade ago
Yeah... I spent the majority of yesterday just laying curled up on the floor, staring into space. Haven't eaten or drunken anything recently either, but I usually have the world's biggest appetite ^^"
There are a multitude of reasons for me to vent, I guess. Parents are trying to force me into a job I don't want to go into, constantly putting me down and telling me how useless and worthless I am, my 'best friend' mocks my problems and generally just hurts me the whole time when she says she's trying to help, etc, etc. I see imaginary people who aren't really there, which I suppose is schizophrenia, and just so much idk where to start XD I could rant for hours about my people, but nobody wants to hear about them because 'they're not real, they're messing my life up, they're what's making me ill' but tbh, they're my best friends and I love them like real people and I wouldn't cope if they went away. They're the only constants in my life. And everybody's trying to make me get rid of them. Take a look at your RL friends, then imagine 75% of them suddenly all dying, all at once, and it's your fault. You could have stopped that. But you let them die.
Yeah... I'm sick of people telling me they're bad for me.
As for animes? I love Kuroko no Basket, Rave Master, Demon King Daimao, Happiness and Dragon Crisis ^^ The last three are 12-episodes each and finished, Rave Master is discontinued and the manga's finished and I need to catch up with Kuroko XD Fairy Tail is my main love, tbh. I love it so freaking much asdfghjkl;--
Oh, and if you wanna vent too, please feel free ^-^ reply
Zoraidaz
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1 decade ago
Same here~ I should be on witty daily again now, with any luck~
I usually prefer anime, as it takes up more time, but then again; I don't have much time to waste, and manga's quicker.
Yeah, Fairy Tail's ending.... 30th March. When I found out I actually began to cry. The manga's continuing, though~ But the anime's going on haitus after ep175 :c
Awesome, good luck with those~
I'm off school for the moment, as my depression has gotten too much and I've lost the ability to function, but I have a four hour exam on Monday and then GCSEs and everything's going wrong XD I'm not worried about them, though, for some reason. It all just feels like a dream. Idk haha XD
So what animes do you watch and love? c: Do you prefer longer, ongoing ones or shorter 12-episode ones? :3 reply
Zoraidaz
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1 decade ago
Yeah, sorry XD Been very busy with stuff.
I've been okay~ Very up and down. Some things have gotten worse in life, some things have gotten better. Eg, my favourite anime's last episode's date has been released and it's far too soon, but the manga's still going. XD
How're you, too? ^^ reply
Zoraidaz
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1 decade ago
Good for you! : D My sister's got 1D tickets to somewhere, but I'm not too bothered about going orz XD My profile keeps changing and stuff now, it's so irritating. There's no layout I like :c reply
Zoraidaz
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1 decade ago
You're more than welcome ^-^ reply
Zoraidaz
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1 decade ago
I'm quite good, thank you :'D Bit confused with the new witty and profile editing, can't seem to get my music or background back so for the moment I'm rocking Steve's dinosaur theme ;D
Did you get anything good for Christmas, btw? :'D I got the next to Fairy Tail DVDs and the first volume of Rave Master and a Happy phone charm and a whole load of stuff including a Pikachu onesie so :'D Very happy~ reply
Zoraidaz
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1 decade ago
EEEEEE we totally need to talk again, I'm so sorry D:
How's life going? X3 reply
Zoraidaz
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1 decade ago
That's a good way to look at things~ dA is a very wonderful place too though :D I swear I'm not advertising it but I have made better friends there than here. Mostly because I don't post much here I guess but still xD I'd post my stories but they aren't really what witty wants... Plus each chapter is far too long. reply
Zoraidaz
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1 decade ago
X3 any particular reason you have no account? But yeah bad luck with NaNoWriMo D: I got the 50,000 this year but have nowhere near finished my story OTL so how are you finding Witty? :D reply
GavinWhitley
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1 decade ago
I'm just lazy. XD I might make them, but eh. I'm liking it. There's a few issues, but they can't be helped and I'm not going to stress over them. reply
Zoraidaz
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1 decade ago
That's a good way to look at things~ dA is a very wonderful place too though :D I swear I'm not advertising it but I have made better friends there than here. Mostly because I don't post much here I guess but still xD I'd post my stories but they aren't really what witty wants... Plus each chapter is far too long. reply
Zoraidaz · 1 decade ago
I'M ONLINE I'M ONLINE WHERE ARE YOU? ;A;
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Zoraidaz · 1 decade ago
My real name's Bethany, but I hate it, so I prefer Bethan :3 It's also what Ash calls me, so.. XDD I don't mind Zori though :3 Never been called it before but I like it~
Yay! :'D It's always awesome to have common interests~
But but I was really angry XD" Dad snaps DVDs all the time too, so I guess it's from him c: although I don't do it ALL the time haha
It WAS awesome~ That store has since closed down, though, and we disbanded ;w; Sad times..
Haha XD Here, let me throw a speedpaint at you: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xFuJHwuk2Q8&list=UU2VvJQeo8Cza1HPjYQkljRA it's quite old, but I haven't done a colouring one recently XD" Just a lineart one~ and lol I wear glasses XD I hate them though, they get in the way and are always so dirty ;A;
and sure, of course~ I'll send you Revenge of the Future or something, if you want XD It's really, really old but starts off as Caperi and the like, since I BEGAN updating/editing it, but it goes back to pokémon fanfiction after about ten chapters, I think owo" It's set after Lost in a Dream (the one I'm publishing) so when I've finished editing it I wanna try publishing it as well c:
"____shipping" is the name of a shipping, instead of the two names mushed together c: like... the shipping of Jellal x Erza from Fairy Tail is known as Jerza, Drew x May from Pokémon is known as Contestshipping c: Mine (Bethan) and Ash's shipping is Fieryshipping, instead of BethAsh or Ashan or whatever XD
Contestshipping is called Contestshipping because both May and Drew participate in Contests, and we're Fieryshipping because, according to Crys, Ash and I have a very fiery passion for each other ;D plus he's a very lively, fiery person XD
...we should probs continue long conversations on msn oops
I talk too much omg
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Zoraidaz · 1 decade ago
Group? ;A;
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is that the tasty humans thing
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Zoraidaz · 1 decade ago
There's a witty chat?
WHAT WHEN WHERE HOW
TELL ME
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Zoraidaz · 1 decade ago
Haha XD I met all on dA except for the australian and the metalhead, which were omegle ^^" bit iffy but oh well
Aww :'D You can call me Bethan btw, idm :3 ... ALL the abbreviations there omg
I love Evanescence~ don't have a partcular favourite band, as it changes pretty much daily on what I want to listen to, but I also love All Time Low, 30 Seconds to Mars and Three Days Grace :3 I don't stalk their twitter or know everything about their lives, though XD I just listen to their music occasionally XD
Tbh, I saw the movie before I read the book XD I only realised after I read it how much it sucked then snapped our DVD of it c:
No, this book club was AWESOME :D We got cookies and orange juice and all loved the same genres and got the books for free and also got free proof books and met once a month on the sofas in the huge book store and it was great~
I managed to see it on the day it came out, right after school ^-^ I was GOING to go to the premier, but sadly I had a residential school trip ;A; So I had to sell the ticket :c
No, I have a tablet :3 I draw straight onto the computer, in other words :3 I have a couple of really old speedpaints on youtube, if you're interested xD
I did and they missed all the stuff I've found -_-" I don't trust them for that anymore XD And because my supposed best friend promised she would then six months later she still hadn't even started
OKAY I'LL OPEN MSN I'M SURE I'VE STILL GOT IT DOWNLOADED
BUT I CAN'T REMEMBER HOW IT WORKS DO I LIKE GIVE YOU MY EMAIL OR WHAT
yes
yes I am
plus according to a friend my shipping name with Ash is fieryshipping xD Like pokeshipping, contestshipping etc :3
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Zoraidaz · 1 decade ago
I swear the moment I get out of this house I am buying a playstation somehow seriously
and taking the wii with me etc etc XD
And I don't because she doesn't with me :U she often forgets to get me presents and stuff so I don't make much of an effort with her. I don't forget to get her stuff, I just forget her age XD
My closest friends are all from the internet, tbh. They're a bit of an unusual bunch, with a gay FTM, completely innocent art student from Canada, a loving-stalker-dude from Australia, an autistic metalhead from somewhere surprisingly near and then one suicidal girl from Witty who I haven't heard from in six months :c But, now you as well~ < 3
And no, not at all... I try to find guys I find attractive to put on my walls and fangirl over, but nobody clicks. Instead my walls are covered in both my own drawings and anime posters, with one Evanescence poster my Dad got me XD Ash is definitely the lucky guy.
One of my biggest fears is that I will never love anyone else, though. I will never fall in love in real life.
Haha I can understand that xD Eragon is pretty long~ And he took long enough with the last book :U I waited like three years. But it's at least an inch thick XD
I started reading THG before Catching Fire was even out xD In about... 2008/9? I remember hearing that the film was going to made in my book club, and then everybody gave each other roles and we acted it out XD We kinda forgot about it but then a year or so later the official date was released and I was all OMG 2012 IS SO FAR AWAY WHAT WILL I DOOOOOOO and then it was quick so XD I still have the post-it on my board telling me the date with a lot of smileys XD
My favourite character at first was Gale, then he got a little boring to me. So I must say Finnick. I love Finnick so much < 3 Didn't like him much at first, thought he was a bit of a playboy, but then I learned more and ahhhh :'D
.... THANK YOU :'D I finished the drawing which is my current background only last night and gosh I'm proud of it :3
And I'm half way through proofing it, I just need to finish! I've found a gazillion mistakes though so I'll have to go through the reviewing /again/ and ugh
I used msn for about six months when I was 13 then moved to skype, tbh XD
My skype name's fieryshipper, though :3 At the moment my name on there is Akiye Mensi because of RPs btw XD All my contacts are also nicknamed after fairy tail characters~
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Zoraidaz · 1 decade ago
MY FRIEND MEAGAN HAS ONE :'D XD
And aww D: Why'd he sell it?
And yeah, I think XD Idk, I don't really keep tabs on that kinda stuff. *thinks for a moment* Wait yes she's 14, June 1998
And dw, I don't mind if other people are spoiled generally XDD
And yeah... so far, I can't form attachment to real people. I've got my best friend, my internet friends, a couple of people I tolerate, and my imaginary people. I've never had a proper crush on anybody real, celebrity or guy in my school, nothing. Just Ash XD For four ish years now, too ^-^ And yes, I have all them too < 333
Yes, you are right~ Imaginary guys are so much easier -_-"
...My absolute favourite book? Oh, wow...
Either The Chaos Walking Trilogy, the Eragon series or the Fallen series ^-^ I want to say The Hunger Games too, as they were my favourites for a long, long time, but then they became popular and I'm not particularly hipster but I don't want to be associated with all the b*tches in my school who suddenly read it and fangasmed over Peeta because Josh Hutcherson :/ I never really liked Peeta anyway. XD" But let's not get into that~
And of course~ Her book can be bought here: https://www.createspace.com/3728667
And a sneak peak of mine is: http://zoraidaz.deviantart.com/gallery/41253925 ^-^ I have a lot of stuff there, as I draw more than I write XD The actual book has 28 chapters in, and although it says there that those are the final published words, they're not. They WERE, then I found all the mistakes -_-"
And I used to use msn, but now I use skype ^-^ I was thinking it would probably be easier to talk over that kinda thing XDD
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Zoraidaz · 1 decade ago
Ah, okay~ I have a DSi XL :3 I started out on the original DS, but I played it so much I broke it. No really, it broke from the insides burning out and failing, not from being dropped/snapped XDD
Wii's... okay. It was all I could afford XD I got a second-hand one for £20, whereas other second hand consoles were still like £200. ^^"
My sister's 14, I think. XD (For the record, Crow hates her for being his age XD) She's very spoiled, yes. She got a fitted bedroom and fancy lights and pretty curtains and all to her own tastes and I was told what I was getting XD Ah well, I like the colour blue, so it's not /much/ of a loss this time around
And yes... Ash is my biggest crush < 3 He knows it, too XD He likes to tease me and work me up and then /finally/ give me a kiss or a cuddle. Sometimes I long for him so badly it physically hurts, but those are the worst times in my life because I involuntarily remember he's not real and not really there and god it hurts. It's like he dies over and over and over. Every time he comes back I can't help but wonder when he'll go again. He doesn't /choose/ to go, he doesn't want to in the slightest because he knows how anxious and jumpy and agitated I get when he isn't there. But when I remember everything crashes. :c
For now, though, we're perfectly happy and real~ Nah, imaginary guys are always better \^o^/
Ours mostly does too, dw XD There are nineteen shelves of non-fiction, one shelf of fiction. Not much. XD" I COULD go to my ordinary local library, but I haven't been there since I was seven and idk where things are or how to use it oops
And awesome~ I have quite a few favourite books if you ever need a new one to read :3 I also love writing them myself, and have a friend who's published one if you're interested :'D They're made to order, though, so you'd have to buy instead of borrow, so I can understand if you didn't want to buy it XD One of mine should be published in the near future too, as soon as I can get my lazy butt to finish proof reading it :3
As for the advert, as far as I know a corner of the internet's raising a sh*t storm about it in the hopes the producers notice XD
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Zoraidaz · 1 decade ago
Oh, my friend's got that ^-^ I've always wanted to play it, but haven't yet D: Isn't it for the playstation or something though? I've just got a Wii and DS XDD As I said, my parents don't like me gaming so I get the stuff myself and save up for a long times XD
No, I have a little sister ^-^ They let her get away with murder and blame me, though. Idk. They're really inconsistent and stuff - they say I'm not allowed more than one person around for sleepovers because there isn't room, but she's had 10+ people. They let her take a job, but I'm not even allowed to volunteer. Idk. XD"
Haha yes XD It's just so hard to describe him in once comprehensible sentence. He is everything. ^o^
No, no ladies with me~ I see imaginary people at school, though, so there /are/ a few girls, I just don't really talk to them. There's Riley, Amy, Reine, Mirabella, Lola, Violet, Chelsea etc etc XD But I rarely talk to them c:
YesIlovebooksomg < 333
Sure, I'll see if I can find it in my school library~ Have you ever read The Chaos Walking trilogy? The first is The Knife of Never Letting Go. It's written from the point of view of a boy who never learned to read or write properly, so the grammar and spelling is pointedly awful, but it's consistent and fits the style~ :3
Btw, you know what's amazing about that advert?
It won't ever become a proper anime. It was just advertising the animating company, apparently. Fml.
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Zoraidaz · 1 decade ago
Awesome! It is really good~
I love games, yes~ Especially RPG ones. Unfortunately, my parents are against me gaming so I've hardly played any, but my favourites are Final Fantasy III, IV, The Legend of Zelda: Skyward Sword and most of all, Fragile Dreams. <3
And yes Crow is so lovely omg <3 He's 14 so he should act a lot older but he really doesn't :'3
It's difficult to choose a favourite omg
Ash is... Ash. My love.
I can't live without Crow's innocent, unconditional love and support.
Storm was the first one I ever saw, when I was seven, and he's stuck by ever since.
Fletcher's saved the lives of my people numerous times. Especially Storm. He's a Mage, so XD"
And Caelan always cheers me up without fail.
But.... Ash. I can't live without my Ashy < 3
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ByhP478ZPQI&list=LL2VvJQeo8Cza1HPjYQkljRA&feature=mh_lolz is the advert btw :'D
And aww thank you :'D I try to be as nice as possible because people are often dicks to me and I don't want everyone to feel like I've felt X3 I don't think you're creepy at all, you're one of the nicest people I've met~
.... I had so much to say but I forgot it all
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Zoraidaz · 1 decade ago
Nah it's not crazy, that's okay XD They're not the most popular, I guess. I think my favourite out of them was probably Happiness ^-^
And by job, I mean they're making me choose A-levels and such I don't want to take and won't let me aim for the job I really want. They want me to be a psychologist, and although I'm interested in it and everything I don't want to be one for a living. I want to be a games designer C:
Yeah... they started out as imaginary friends, but I've gradually lost control. They're they're own people. Fletcher's a snarky arsehole sometimes, but is generally very lovely and kind. Storm is seriously scary and intimidating yet so tender towards me when he feels like it. Caelan loves to prank, although his sense of humour is a little warped. He's severely claustrophobic and has a huge personality. Crow is my bby, he loves to cuddle and bury himself in my arms and is the clingyest boy you'll ever meet. Hugely immature, but I love him so much. And don't even get me started on Ash. I'd be dead without him, a hundred times over. I like to think of him as my boyfriend. He certain calls me his gf, and I love him so freaking much.
I see them like I see real, solid people. They're not like ghosts, or thoughts, I can feel, hear, see, smell, taste them as well as I can anybody else in the room. So... yeah. There are many other people that come and go, but they're pretty much the main few that live with me
AND YAY KUROKO :'D
Btw omg did you see that sexy swimming anime advert
MUST. HAVE.
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Zoraidaz · 1 decade ago
Yeah... I spent the majority of yesterday just laying curled up on the floor, staring into space. Haven't eaten or drunken anything recently either, but I usually have the world's biggest appetite ^^"
There are a multitude of reasons for me to vent, I guess. Parents are trying to force me into a job I don't want to go into, constantly putting me down and telling me how useless and worthless I am, my 'best friend' mocks my problems and generally just hurts me the whole time when she says she's trying to help, etc, etc. I see imaginary people who aren't really there, which I suppose is schizophrenia, and just so much idk where to start XD I could rant for hours about my people, but nobody wants to hear about them because 'they're not real, they're messing my life up, they're what's making me ill' but tbh, they're my best friends and I love them like real people and I wouldn't cope if they went away. They're the only constants in my life. And everybody's trying to make me get rid of them. Take a look at your RL friends, then imagine 75% of them suddenly all dying, all at once, and it's your fault. You could have stopped that. But you let them die.
Yeah... I'm sick of people telling me they're bad for me.
As for animes? I love Kuroko no Basket, Rave Master, Demon King Daimao, Happiness and Dragon Crisis ^^ The last three are 12-episodes each and finished, Rave Master is discontinued and the manga's finished and I need to catch up with Kuroko XD Fairy Tail is my main love, tbh. I love it so freaking much asdfghjkl;--
Oh, and if you wanna vent too, please feel free ^-^
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Zoraidaz · 1 decade ago
Same here~ I should be on witty daily again now, with any luck~
I usually prefer anime, as it takes up more time, but then again; I don't have much time to waste, and manga's quicker.
Yeah, Fairy Tail's ending.... 30th March. When I found out I actually began to cry. The manga's continuing, though~ But the anime's going on haitus after ep175 :c
Awesome, good luck with those~
I'm off school for the moment, as my depression has gotten too much and I've lost the ability to function, but I have a four hour exam on Monday and then GCSEs and everything's going wrong XD I'm not worried about them, though, for some reason. It all just feels like a dream. Idk haha XD
So what animes do you watch and love? c: Do you prefer longer, ongoing ones or shorter 12-episode ones? :3
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Zoraidaz · 1 decade ago
Yeah, sorry XD Been very busy with stuff.
I've been okay~ Very up and down. Some things have gotten worse in life, some things have gotten better. Eg, my favourite anime's last episode's date has been released and it's far too soon, but the manga's still going. XD
How're you, too? ^^
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Zoraidaz · 1 decade ago
Good for you! : D My sister's got 1D tickets to somewhere, but I'm not too bothered about going orz XD My profile keeps changing and stuff now, it's so irritating. There's no layout I like :c
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Zoraidaz · 1 decade ago
You're more than welcome ^-^
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Zoraidaz · 1 decade ago
I'm quite good, thank you :'D Bit confused with the new witty and profile editing, can't seem to get my music or background back so for the moment I'm rocking Steve's dinosaur theme ;D
Did you get anything good for Christmas, btw? :'D I got the next to Fairy Tail DVDs and the first volume of Rave Master and a Happy phone charm and a whole load of stuff including a Pikachu onesie so :'D Very happy~
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Zoraidaz · 1 decade ago
EEEEEE we totally need to talk again, I'm so sorry D:
How's life going? X3
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Zoraidaz · 1 decade ago
That's a good way to look at things~ dA is a very wonderful place too though :D I swear I'm not advertising it but I have made better friends there than here. Mostly because I don't post much here I guess but still xD I'd post my stories but they aren't really what witty wants... Plus each chapter is far too long.
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Zoraidaz · 1 decade ago
X3 any particular reason you have no account? But yeah bad luck with NaNoWriMo D: I got the 50,000 this year but have nowhere near finished my story OTL so how are you finding Witty? :D
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GavinWhitley · 1 decade ago
I'm just lazy. XD I might make them, but eh. I'm liking it. There's a few issues, but they can't be helped and I'm not going to stress over them.
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Zoraidaz · 1 decade ago
That's a good way to look at things~ dA is a very wonderful place too though :D I swear I'm not advertising it but I have made better friends there than here. Mostly because I don't post much here I guess but still xD I'd post my stories but they aren't really what witty wants... Plus each chapter is far too long.
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