Heyy, you have entered the world of what I call Society. My name is Morgan and i'm 17 years young which means I'm a senior this year! My school mascot is the POLAR BEARS (: Yes, we are one of a kind and I like it! I blow out my candles on May 7th and celebrate my half birthday on November 7th. My friends (the little that I have) call me Morgyy and that's that. My life has been tough, thanks to society, but there is always hope. This is my 2nd accout because some people I know found out my other one. Anyways if you're still reading this I LOVE YOU and I just wanted to let you know you're beautiful, inside and out, don't let anyone tell you otherwise. I'm here if you ever need anything, just email me (In the aim box on top is where you can find my email). I've been through a lot but i'm still here. One thing you should know about me is that I have OCD. Ask me if you want but yeah. (: No judging---that's my policy.
Oh and as for my relationship status::: Taken by a boy than never fails to make me smile :D He may have made bad decisions (and sometimes still does) but that's what makes him himself. I'm trying to stay strong private.
My boyfriend left for the Military I keep puking and I might have to have surgery and I had to cancel my vacation. I need to get my wisdom teeth out within a couple weeks otherwise I need to get braces again. I'm taking full schedule with AP and honors classes along with marching band and extra activities for school My counseling for my OCD and other anxiety and depression isn't helping. This is just the beginning... I'm 16. Why me?
I wish I wasn't alone I wish I had one friend that would drop everything and help me, for once. I drop everything for everyone 24/7 if they need help. Maybe my boyfriend could stop drinking long enough to ask me if I'm alright and not blow up in my face because of something stupid and threaten to break up with me. Maybe my friends could just answer their phone long enough to see that I'm crying on the other end. Maybe my cousin should look at my eyes when I talk to see the tears forming right in front of her. Maybe my ex can just understand once that I'm not mad at him. Maybe everyone should just see that I'm not okay.
4 Months.... That's how long he's gone. That's how long I lose my boyfriend, my bestfriend. He's serving for the military and has basic training for 4 months. He's almost 19...I'm 16. You guys think it's hard not seeing 'your guy' for a week at a time? Try taking a walk in my shoes... I'm not saying this is absolutly terrible, I'm saying that some people have it worse. Be appreciate for what and whom you have.
Every Single night I try to think of how I can be good enough for you, I have yet to think of anything. I tried fitting in with your friends, drinking with them, talking to them, joking with them. I've broken promises for you. When will I feel like i'm good enough for you?