Why I Stay
Chapter 2 Part 2
When he got to me, he reached down and grabbed me by the throat. He pulled me up and threw me onto the bed with so much force that I actually fell off the other side, knocking over the lamp on the nightstand in the process. I just laid there on the ground until I heard his footsteps making his way around the bed. I did the only thing I could think to do and started backing my way into the closest corner. He walked over and threw me over his shoulder. He walked to the end of the bed and threw me onto it. I just laid there with wide eyes, staring at him, hoping he would just go away but it was no use. He climbed on top of me, shoved his hands behind my back, and unhooked my bra. He then slid down, pulled off my underwear, and started taking off his clothes. He had his pants and boxers off but as he was taking off his shirt, I got up and ran towards the door. I got half way down the hallway before I felt his arm wrap around my waist and pull my body against his.
“There’s no use in running babe,” he whispered into my ear. “I’ll always catch you. You’re mine. Forever and always, remember?”
He dragged me back into the bedroom, tossed me onto the bed, and climbed on top of me. I turned my head to the side so I wouldn’t have to look at him but he twisted my head back facing him so I closed my eyes.
“Look at me, you dirty lady of the night,” he said as he pushed himself inside of me.
“Stop,” I begged, trying to roll away from him but still keeping my eyes closed.
“Why should I stop? You used to love the way I felt inside you,” he laughed a little. “Now open you eyes or I’ll make this worse for you.”
I still refused to open my eyes so he slapped me, still forcing his way in and out of me. I had become used to this so I just kept my eyes closed. He slapped me a few more times before he started getting frustrated.
“B*tch, I told you to open your f*cking eyes,” he growled as he moved his hand to my throat. He started to squeeze his hand around my neck but I kept my eyes closed. Soon, it started getting hard to breathe.
“I’ll stop squeezing when you open your f*cking eyes and pretend you’re having even half as much fun as I am,” he said. I didn’t have to open my eyes to know he was smirking.
I paused for a second but slowly opened my eyes to stare into his dark brown ones. He slowly removed his hand from my throat and continued having his fun. Every time I would look away, he would force me to face him again. I could feel every part of him on top of me. I could feel every movement of him muscles as he kept pushing himself inside of me. I had to hold back tears as I stared at my once loving boyfriend forcing himself on me.
It lasted for what seemed like hours. Every once in a while he would whisper things like “You’re such a little sl*t” or “You’re my dirty little wh*re”. He would force me to kiss him every few minutes. I tried to act like I was even hardly enjoying it so he wouldn’t slap me again but it was hard to fake it when all you want him to do is stop touching you and go away.
When he decided he was done, he rolled over next to me. I looked over and saw that stupid smirk still on his face. I just curled up into a ball and turned my back to him.
“Don’t turn away from me,” he said, and put his hand on my hip. I was done fighting him so I just rolled over and faced him. He put his arm around me, pulled me close, and pushed my head so it was lying on his chest like we used to do. I could hear his heartbeat, something I used to love. Now I hated it. I wanted it to stop. I laid there for a few minutes before I noticed he was asleep by the steady rhythm of his breathing. I tried to get up but it woke him up.
“Don’t leave,” he ordered. “I want you to stay with me and lay how we used to.”
I laid back down, not wanting to fight anymore. After a while, he fell asleep. I stayed up for about an hour after he did but eventually, the stress of being physically and emotionally tired made me fall asleep. Maybe I would dream about the loving boyfriend I used to have.
Authors note!!
Yay! I only had to do 2 parts! Anyways, I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter (parts one and two). Again, comment with feedback or for notifications(:
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