Why
I Stay
Chapter 2 Part 2
When he got to me, he reached down and grabbed me by the throat.
He pulled me up and threw me onto the bed with so much force that
I actually fell off the other side, knocking over the lamp on the
nightstand in the process. I just laid there on the ground until
I heard his footsteps making his way around the bed. I did the
only thing I could think to do and started backing my way into
the closest corner. He walked over and threw me over his
shoulder. He walked to the end of the bed and threw me onto it. I
just laid there with wide eyes, staring at him, hoping he would
just go away but it was no use. He climbed on top of me, shoved
his hands behind my back, and unhooked my bra. He then slid down,
pulled off my underwear, and started taking off his clothes. He
had his pants and boxers off but as he was taking off his shirt,
I got up and ran towards the door. I got half way down the
hallway before I felt his arm wrap around my waist and pull my
body against his.
“There’s no use in running babe,” he whispered
into my ear. “I’ll always catch you. You’re
mine. Forever and always, remember?”
He dragged me back into the bedroom, tossed me onto the bed, and
climbed on top of me. I turned my head to the side so I
wouldn’t have to look at him but he twisted my head back
facing him so I closed my eyes.
“Look at me, you dirty lady of the night,” he said as
he pushed himself inside of me.
“Stop,” I begged, trying to roll away from him but
still keeping my eyes closed.
“Why should I stop? You used to love the way I felt inside
you,” he laughed a little. “Now open you eyes or
I’ll make this worse for you.”
I still refused to open my eyes so he slapped me, still forcing
his way in and out of me. I had become used to this so I just
kept my eyes closed. He slapped me a few more times before he
started getting frustrated.
“B*tch, I told you to open your f*cking eyes,” he
growled as he moved his hand to my throat. He started to squeeze
his hand around my neck but I kept my eyes closed. Soon, it
started getting hard to breathe.
“I’ll stop squeezing when you open your f*cking eyes
and pretend you’re having even half as much fun as I
am,” he said. I didn’t have to open my eyes to know
he was smirking.
I paused for a second but slowly opened my eyes to stare into his
dark brown ones. He slowly removed his hand from my throat and
continued having his fun. Every time I would look away, he would
force me to face him again. I could feel every part of him on top
of me. I could feel every movement of him muscles as he kept
pushing himself inside of me. I had to hold back tears as I
stared at my once loving boyfriend forcing himself on me.
It lasted for what seemed like hours. Every once in a while he
would whisper things like “You’re such a little
sl*t” or “You’re my dirty little wh*re”.
He would force me to kiss him every few minutes. I tried to act
like I was even hardly enjoying it so he wouldn’t slap me
again but it was hard to fake it when all you want him to do is
stop touching you and go away.
When he decided he was done, he rolled over next to me. I looked
over and saw that stupid smirk still on his face. I just curled
up into a ball and turned my back to him.
“Don’t turn away from me,” he said, and put his
hand on my hip. I was done fighting him so I just rolled over and
faced him. He put his arm around me, pulled me close, and pushed
my head so it was lying on his chest like we used to do. I could
hear his heartbeat, something I used to love. Now I hated it. I
wanted it to stop. I laid there for a few minutes before I
noticed he was asleep by the steady rhythm of his breathing. I
tried to get up but it woke him up.
“Don’t leave,” he ordered. “I want you to
stay with me and lay how we used to.”
I laid back down, not wanting to fight anymore. After a while, he
fell asleep. I stayed up for about an hour after he did but
eventually, the stress of being physically and emotionally tired
made me fall asleep. Maybe I would dream about the loving
boyfriend I used to have.
Authors note!!
Yay! I only had to do 2 parts! Anyways, I hope you guys enjoyed
this chapter (parts one and two). Again, comment with feedback or
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