The longer
you stay single
and feel lonely, the easier it is to feel like
there’s something wrong with you.
A number of talking and dating stages that failed
to turn into something more,
people leaving you feeling like you weren’t worth the effort,
or simply because they found someone better.
It’s so easy to just feel like you’re not meant to be with anyone.
To over-analyze every situation to see what you could have done
to possibly save what you had,
where in the end you just blame yourself.
When you put yourself out there with everything you’ve got
when an opportunity arrives, just to see it go to waste.
It’s just so exhausting...