Now that you are gone When I was alone and cold when I felt alone and unwanted I knew you would always ne near. But now you are gone and time has changed and so have you. No longer do I have a shoulder to cry on. No longer do I have somebody to love me. No longer do I have someone to reach out to. Good-bye is a painful word to say and surely there is always a price to pay. Never shall I love another the way I loved you. by Sugarpie
I either eat too much or starve myself. Sleep for 14 hours or have insomniac nights. Fall in love very hard or hate passionately. I don’t know what grey is. I never did.
I have loved you so much I unconsciously changed it it’s not just a word anymore it’s not just a feeling it breathes and you are the oxygen it consumes and I am almost dead it writes you’re both paper and ink it paints I have eyelids as canvas
Some people turn sad awfully young. No special reason, it seems, but they seem almost to be born that way. They bruise easier, tire faster, cry quicker, remember longer and, as I say, get sadder younger than anyone else in the world. I know, for I’m one of them.
I’m still unsure how you can make me feel so alive, so full of poppy seed and sunlight and new book smell, when all I’ve ever had my mind set on is dying. Maybe this is the calm before the storm. Maybe you are the storm.
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April 15, 2015 11:24am UTC
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