It's four am and I am here and I am typing this. I am going to be an idiot to be the one that presses send. I know that you won't come back or reply to this, but I want to say somethings, before it's too late. I miss the way that you would look at me, the way that you would grab my face and kiss me, I miss the late night calls where we would talk about things that made no sense and that would make me look like I was an idiot. I remember you hugging me and telling me it was going to be alright when I was sad and alone. Then you left, and I was left completely in the dark. I don't know what I did. But you said you didn't love me anymore. And I guess I have to accept the fact that I will never have you back. But I am feeling better, and if you look at me in class, or call my name in the hallway. I won't look at you or respond to you. You have hurt me in ways that I can't even begin to explain, but I know that you're no good for me, or anyone. I am letting you go now. No matter how much I loved you. I miss you, yeah, but that will change, I will be stronger and wiser about my next. Don't try to call me at 3am because you feel bad and you miss me. I don't love you like I did yesterday.
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