Love<3
Chapter 32:
I got finished, and then walked to the living room, and waited for Lynnette, who was getting dressed. She walked down the stairs, and then said "Let's go". I grabbed my keys off the counter, and then we headed out the door. "I'm sorry" she said, when we got half way down the road. "For what?" I asked.
"About him passing away" she said. "Things happen..I'll survive.." I said. I gripped the stearing wheel tighter, until my knuckles turned white. "What's wrong?" she asked, noticing my knuckles.
I looked at her. She looked at me, and then got silent. I almost cried, but I just needed to be strong. For everyone. I watched the road, and then pulled up at Zion Hill, for the funeral. I was greeted, hugged, and told so many "I'm sorry" 's I wanted to scream.
They didn't know my backstory, and how hard this was. They looked at me stupid for not crying, but they didn't understand. If I cried, then it would just make my suffering that much worse. I walked under in the chair, and sat on the front pew with his mother, and the service began.
I watched as everyone said things. Someone sang, and then the preacher prayed. I watched as they carried the wooden coffin out the church doors, I followed, and cried the whole way there.