I don't think anyone understands how bad her death effected me.. I have got better at dealing with it since its been a year and 4 months, but I still miss her and not one day passes that I don't think of her. All of our crazy memories pop in my head and stayng up all night haveing deep converstaions and helping eachother. But what kills me the most is knowing my best friend isn't going to be there when I graduate, get married, have babies, when I'm sad or happy, when I get my first job or house. Yeah I know ima make new friends but nobody understands our conection we had, and how close we were she was the only person I trusted and then one day she was gone.. I just wish I had my best friend back.. Rest in peace boo, 12.31.1997-3.06.2012