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Lost it all
Chapter 6
I was stumbling on my words as I talked to Luke across the table, "You win, you chose what you win. I win, I chose what I win." It barely made sense but we agreed. I threw the ball across the table. I wanted it to o in the middle cup but my aim was horrible from all the drinking. I could barely stand. I stumbled to keep myself up. The ball was 5 feet away from where I wanted it to go. Luke took the ball and shot it. Winning the 7th game. I had drank so much beer, i thought I might pass out. I walked over to Luke, stumbling horribly.
"So...Youwonthegame." I slurred.
He nodded and tapped his fingers on the table, 'What to do what to do."
My heart was pounding and i could barely think about what had happened next. I was aware that I was laying on the bed. It was soft and pulsh. It felt like my own. Luke was on me. We we're in a full out makeup session. I remembered the soft touch of his lips. We we're friends, but not this close. He never liked me. I knew, but then I didn't care. Little did I know I would regret every single thing I did that night later on.
Anna's POV
I stood with Becca and I giggled, "Oh guys..." My vision was slightly foggy from drinking. I kept my glass on the table, hoping it would clear up and I would be sober. I stared out into the distance as my friends talked. I saw Joey, sitting on a beach chair, his girlfriend on his lap. They were kissing, as usual. I growled and chugged down another beer. I glared at them and didn' take my eyes off. As soon as the girl got up, I bolted over to Joey.
"Hi Joey!" I sat on his lap. He was also clearly drunk.
"Izzie?" He asked, "It doesn't sound like you, are you okay?"
I nodded going along, "I'm fine!" I smiled and kissed him. I couldn't believe it but I kissed Joey Ross. I almst fainted. He held me closed and kissed back pasionatly. After our lips seperated, I looked up. Izzie was coming back.
"I've gotta stretch!" I stood up and slowly walked away.
Joey nodded and I watched and listened as Izzie sat back down.
"Hey Baby." She kissed him
"Hi, how was your stretch?"
"My stretch? I went to get a drink! But I guess you could call that a stretch."
Joey looked confused then shrugged, to drunk to care.
I scurried away, my vision now clearing and my mind coming back into focus. I smiled at Becca, 'Heya!"
"Hi!" She smiled back, slurring her words.
"Have you seen CeCe?"
The brunette shook her head and I sighed, walking off to find her. I searched the backyard. No. I said to myself. I looked in the front. Nope. Then I checked on the downstairs level. No..Again. I slowly walked upstairs, hoping she was there. I looked in every room and finally found her and...LUKE? I bed?!?
"CECEILA BROWN!" I shouted at her.
She ripped her face off of Lukes and looked at me, pulling up the covers to her chin.
"What the hell are you doing!?"
She shrugged and Luke looked up at me, still ontop of her.
"Lets go! We're leaving!"
"But!" She complained.
"CeCe now!"
"Fine let me..." Her eyes looked over to her clothes on the ground. I shut my eyes and shook my head. I shut the door and heard them get up and change. Once the movement stopped I opened the door again. luke was against the wall and CeCe was in his arms, making out with him.
"You are discutsing! Lets go!" I walked in and grabbed CeCe's arm. Once we got in the car I turned on the heat and sat there. CeCe lay in the backseat, pouting.
"CeCe...You're an idiot."
She didn't speak and when I turned around, she was asleep.
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"CeCe...Wakey Wakey!" I called shaking her.
She moaned, "Whhhaaat do you want mom?"
"It's Anna."
Her head popped up, "What am I doing here!?"
"I took you home after the party."
"But...Anna...What the hell happened last night?!? And why is my head pounding?!"
"Sit up, this could be a lot of explaining to do."
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Lost it all
Chapter 6
I was stumbling on my words as I talked to Luke across the table, "You win, you chose what you win. I win, I chose what I win." It barely made sense but we agreed. I threw the ball across the table. I wanted it to o in the middle cup but my aim was horrible from all the drinking. I could barely stand. I stumbled to keep myself up. The ball was 5 feet away from where I wanted it to go. Luke took the ball and shot it. Winning the 7th game. I had drank so much beer, i thought I might pass out. I walked over to Luke, stumbling horribly.
"So...Youwonthegame." I slurred.
He nodded and tapped his fingers on the table, 'What to do what to do."
My heart was pounding and i could barely think about what had happened next. I was aware that I was laying on the bed. It was soft and pulsh. It felt like my own. Luke was on me. We we're in a full out makeup session. I remembered the soft touch of his lips. We we're friends, but not this close. He never liked me. I knew, but then I didn't care. Little did I know I would regret every single thing I did that night later on.
Anna's POV
I stood with Becca and I giggled, "Oh guys..." My vision was slightly foggy from drinking. I kept my glass on the table, hoping it would clear up and I would be sober. I stared out into the distance as my friends talked. I saw Joey, sitting on a beach chair, his girlfriend on his lap. They were kissing, as usual. I growled and chugged down another beer. I glared at them and didn' take my eyes off. As soon as the girl got up, I bolted over to Joey.
"Hi Joey!" I sat on his lap. He was also clearly drunk.
"Izzie?" He asked, "It doesn't sound like you, are you okay?"
I nodded going along, "I'm fine!" I smiled and kissed him. I couldn't believe it but I kissed Joey Ross. I almst fainted. He held me closed and kissed back pasionatly. After our lips seperated, I looked up. Izzie was coming back.
"I've gotta stretch!" I stood up and slowly walked away.
Joey nodded and I watched and listened as Izzie sat back down.
"Hey Baby." She kissed him
"Hi, how was your stretch?"
"My stretch? I went to get a drink! But I guess you could call that a stretch."
Joey looked confused then shrugged, to drunk to care.
I scurried away, my vision now clearing and my mind coming back into focus. I smiled at Becca, 'Heya!"
"Hi!" She smiled back, slurring her words.
"Have you seen CeCe?"
The brunette shook her head and I sighed, walking off to find her. I searched the backyard. No. I said to myself. I looked in the front. Nope. Then I checked on the downstairs level. No..Again. I slowly walked upstairs, hoping she was there. I looked in every room and finally found her and...LUKE? I bed?!?
"CECEILA BROWN!" I shouted at her.
She ripped her face off of Lukes and looked at me, pulling up the covers to her chin.
"What the hell are you doing!?"
She shrugged and Luke looked up at me, still ontop of her.
"Lets go! We're leaving!"
"But!" She complained.
"CeCe now!"
"Fine let me..." Her eyes looked over to her clothes on the ground. I shut my eyes and shook my head. I shut the door and heard them get up and change. Once the movement stopped I opened the door again. luke was against the wall and CeCe was in his arms, making out with him.
"You are discutsing! Lets go!" I walked in and grabbed CeCe's arm. Once we got in the car I turned on the heat and sat there. CeCe lay in the backseat, pouting.
"CeCe...You're an idiot."
She didn't speak and when I turned around, she was asleep.
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"CeCe...Wakey Wakey!" I called shaking her.
She moaned, "Whhhaaat do you want mom?"
"It's Anna."
Her head popped up, "What am I doing here!?"
"I took you home after the party."
"But...Anna...What the hell happened last night?!? And why is my head pounding?!"
"Sit up, this could be a lot of explaining to do."
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Lost it all
Chapter 5
I sat in my bedroom. I sighed. I needed an escape. I creeped out of my room and into my moms. I searched quietly for my cell phone. I found it tucked away in a small little box under her bed. I grabbed it and ran back into my room. I sat on my bed, my heart pounding. It was late on Friday night. I called Anna.
"Come pick me up. I'm going to that party."
"But you grounded!"
"Just come."
"Someone is giving off the bag girl imression! I like it!" she giggled.
"Anna I dont have time."
"Okay I'm coming." She shut her phone and I held up the phone until I snapped out of it. I threw on a silky purple shirt that hung off my shoulder. I threw on jeans and flats. I sneaked around the back of the house and ran to the front, hiding behind a tree.
I saw the car drive down the street and I ran from behind the tree to Anna's car.
"Hey Hey!" She smiled as I slid into the passengers seat.
"Hey."
We rode in the silence while I tryed to stop panting and tryed to keep my heart from pouding out of my chest. I couldn't believe what I was doing. CeCe, the sweet inoccent girl was leaving home to sneak into a party. I sighed and looked at Anna. She was fixing her makeup at the light.
"Anna...You should be doing that. You just got your license."
She waved her hand at me, "Oh CeCe, I'm a pro a this."
"Okkaaayy.." I shook my head, smoothing my shirt.
As we pulled up I saw millions of people. It was kinda over whelming. Anna rushed out of the car and left me with, "Text me if you need me!"
I rolled my eye and sighed, stepping out and walking slowly up to the door. As I walked by teenagers everywhere were laughing and talking. Most were drunk. I stepped into a cloud of smoke and almost had an asthma attack. I quickly found my way inside and into the bathroom. I flushed my face and wiped my eyes that were tearing up from the smoke.
"Why did I come here?" I sighed aloud.
I walked out of the bathroom and walked upstairs, trying to get away from everyone. I sat on couch in what seemed like an extra room for guests.
I looked around the room. It was about the same size as my bedroom. It only had a small couch, a bed, and a dresser. It was quite spacious though. I leaned my head back, trying to relax when I heard someone come upstairs.
"Hey there!" A voice said, "If it isn't CeCe!"
I looked up at him. It was Luke, "Luke..Hi!" I smiled, glad, as I always was, to see him.
Being on of my best guy friends, he hugged me then sat down next to me. It sent chills down my spine.
"Wanna play a game?" He asked.
"Sure, what game?"
"Beer pong!" He smiled slyly.
"Luke you know I dont drink..."
"Oh come on! Just have some fun! Live Young&Wild&Free!" He hummed the song.
I pondered the idea, "Fine." I answered finally.
"Alright, be back soon." And with that he wisked down the stairs to get the beer, leaving me thinking
"What the hell did I get myself into?"
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Before I Die...
Chapter 2:
Cody's POV
I sat on the couch, flicking through that channels. My feet kicked up on the table.
"Cody! Get your feet off of the table!" My older sister, Amy, complained.
I ignored her and focused on the T.V.
"I'm so glad I'm leaving tonight! Don't expect me back anytime soon!"
I smiled, "Good and I wont!"
She huffed and marched up the stairs. I chuckled and then my phone buzzed.
Hey Codz.
Hey Lis
What time should I come over?
6:00 okay?
Thats fine.
Okay Bye.
Bye.
I slipped my phone into my pocket and walked into my room. So much stuff to put away. I thought. This night was going to be hectic.
"Emma!" I called for my younger sister. She appeared in my doorway a few seconds later, "Yes?"
"Help me put everything away. Mellissa is coming over."
She nodded, knowing what I meant and we went off to cleaning.
Mellissa's POV
I scanned my closet, looking for something to wear. I threw on my favorite ruffled blue shirt with jeans. I slipped on my converse and walked downstairs.
"Brina!" I called her.
"Whats up Lissa?"
"I'm going out. Tell mom."
"Where ya goin?"
"Stella's."
"What about Cody's?"
"I'm going there at six."
"Oh.."
"Just tell mom."
"Can I come?"
"No!"
She sighed and walked off and into the backyard.
I threw on a light jacket and left the house.
"Lissa?"
"Hey!" I smiled at Stella.
"What are you doing here? Aren't you going to Cody's?"
"Yeah at six. Wanna hang?"
She peeped her head back inside then popped it back out, "Yeah I guess."
"Why you keeping the door closed?" I asked.
"Mum doesn't want anyone to see our messy house." She rolled her eyes.
I giggled, loving when her british accent kicked in, "Lets go."
"Where are we goin?"
"The park. To the 'cave'."
She nodded, stidking her head back in, telling her mother where she was going. Then she walked out the door.
As we entered the park, many people were there.
"C'mon, we'll go the back way."
Stella nodded and followed me around the crowds of people. As soon as we got far enough, we bolted to the secret hideout.
It was a nice liitle place in the back of the park. It was in the woods. It was a cave basically. Stella had been going there ever since she was little with her older brother. Now that her brother is older she started to take me and Cody. Our initals were carved into the stone and there was a tire swing outside of the cave. It was a nice little place.
I sat on the little branch we used as a bench and tried to make myself comfortable.
"So...I have a plan."
"What is it?" Stella questioned.
"Well before we eat, I'll ask for a tour of the house. I'll make sure to check everything and try to find something secret. I will get to the bottom of this. I'll ask his parents a lot of questions, they'll have to give me clues.
"I think it sounds alright..But Lis..What if there isnt any secrets?"
"There is! I know it!"
She shrugged and it caused me to wonder if all this was my imagination acting up. But I knew it wasnt. I was going to find out something, whethere Stella or Cody liked it or not!
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Before I Die...
Chapter 1:
Mellissa's POV
I kicked the stone that was lying on the ground.
"Coooodddddyyy!" I wailed dramaticaly, "Telll meeeee!"
"Fine fine..." He looked down then back at me, "I like Stella."
"Awww!" I giggled, "You to should go out!"
He shook his head quickly, "No no no no!"
I shrugged, "Okay..."
I got up from my chair, my chestnut hair blowing in my face. "I'm going on the swings."
I skipped over to the swing set and sat down, looking at Cody.
"Why are you looking at me like that?"
"Come push me!" I smiled and giggled.
He sighed and got up, huffing, "Fine, Miss. Mellissa."
I smiled at that and kicked my legs as her pushed.
"Wow, your heavy!" He joked.
"Meanie!" I pouted.
"I'm kidding!"
I rolled my eyes, holding on as I got higher, the warm spring air blowing in my face.
"Lissa!" Sabrina, my little sister screamed, "Time for dinner!"
I sighed and looked at Cody, "I dont wanna go in! Don't leave."
"I have too....I have to...go to a...somewhere."
"Tell me!"
"I...I can't"
"Cody!"
"Sorry Lissa! Gotta go!" He hugged me lightly from behind and ran off.
I saldy walked inside.
"Why the long face?" My mother asked, placing my plate on the table.
I sat down and sighed, "Cody won't tell me anything! He's so secretive!"
"He'll come out soon enough." She smiled that loving mother smile.
"All mom's say that." I rolled my eyes, placing a forkful of food into my mouth.
She kept quiet, trying to think of something to say, "No....Not always."
I decided to leave it at that.
~~~
I sat on my phone, texting Stella.
Why is Cody so secretive?
Idk, he's your friend.
I know but still...
You'll find out one way or another. I mean you are Mellissa.
True.
Well I've got to get going. Bye!
Bye. Talk to you tomorrow.
I dropped my phone to my side and layed back down on the bed, sighing.
~~~~~
I walked up to Cody's house. I never had dared to go up to the door. He always told me that I wasn't allowed over, but today, I would go inside, and find out what he was hiding.
I knocked lightly on the door, "Hello Mrs. Owens! I'm Mellissa, Cody's friend."
"Hello Mellissa! Yes, I've heard much about you. Come in."
I slowly stepped in, looking around, "Where's Cody?"
"Up in his room. I'll call him down. Make yourself at home." She smiled and walked upstairs to get her son.
I awkwardly sat down on the couch, jumping when I heard Cody, "Mellissa!?! What are you doing here?" He sounded frightened.
"Cody dear, thats no way to treat guests." She pulled him over and they talked for a minute.
"Sorry Lissa."
I nodded, "It's fine."
"Well...You can come upstairs." He walked up and I followed him, taking in my surroundings.
His house looked normal...Too normal. His mom acted normal too. Too normal.
There was definatly a secret. And I was going to find out.
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"Find anything out?" Stella asked me on Monday morning while we walked to school.
I shook my head, "No..It was kinda awkward but we just had a normal conversation."
"Oh...Too bad." She sighed.
I nodded, "I will get to the bottom of this."
Stella smiled, "Yep, thats exactly what Lissa would do."
"You doubted it was me?"
"Well, you usually find things out so quickly."
"Cody's different."
She shrugged and started to talk to Arielle, who had just appeared by our side.
I was in deep thought.
"Hey hey Lis!"
I jumped and looked behind me seeing Cody.
"Oh hey Cody."
He waked next to me now, staring ahead, "Sorry about Sunday."
"It's no biggy."
"You are welcome over tomorrow night if you would like."
I nodded, "Yeah, that sounds good."
"Oh, that wasn't my mom by the way. Thats my older sister, who acts like my mom and pretends to be my mom when no ones around. My real mom is crazy."
I smiled, "Maybe I'll have fun tomorrow then. Your sister kinda of scared me. She was so different from you!" I poked his arm and smiled. He poked me back and returned the same friendly smile.
Something about him was so magical, it was almost unreal.
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Before I Die...
Prolouge
Mellissa is a new girl in town. As any other new girl, she just wanted to fit in. She blends in with the crowd and has a two close friends, Stella and Arielle. Around late winter time, she isn't the new girl anymore and she is well known by most of the school. She knows basically everyone too. One boy, Cody, has got her wondering. He always seems so secretive. She works up her courage to talk to him. they become friends quickly but he still wont crack. Spring time comes and they start playing she starts to patch the peices together. She finds out he is a...Find out in Before I Die
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Lost it all
Chapter 4
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I had been staring at my phone for 10 mintues. It was 12:00 on Sunday. I was going to text Joey, but I stopped. I couldn't start hanging with Joey. He was some stupid quarterback on the stupid football team. I never fell for guys like him. I fell for the quiet guys like Luke. But something about this boy, he just made me want him. Maybe it was his flashing smile he used whenever he saw me, or maybe it was that way he runs his fingers through his hair when he's thinking. But it just made me get the tingles and butterflies in my tummy.
Finally I texted him,
"Hey Joey, still up for studying?"
"Yeah, of course (: " He sent back to me.
" Okay. " I replied and dropped my phone and squealed.
Wait, did I, Cecilia Amber Brown, just squeal about Joey Ross?
I couldn't believe it but I threw on my cutest shirt and my skinny jeans. I grabbed my phone and threw it into my backpack. Slipping on my converse I ran out the door.
"Hi Mrs. Ross!" I smiled wide, unusually perky.
"Hello Cecilia." She smiled softly, her delicate voice barely escaping her lips.
"May I come in?"
"Of course. Joey is on the kitchen. Feel free to make yourself at home."
I nodded and walked into the kitchen where Joey sat, eating a sub.
"Here, come sit, I'll get you a slice."
I nodded, "Okay, thanks." I sat down in the chair next to Joey. His sister sat on the other side of me.
"Hi! I'm Jessica!"
"Hi Jessica, I'm C-"
"CeCe! I know I've heard to-" Joey put a hand over her mouth.
"Nothing."
"Am I getting the impression that you talk about me?"
"No!" He said way to quickly.
I giggled, "Oookaaayy." I said sarcastically.
He growled and looked down, "Thanks a lot Jess."
"Dont be mad. I'm sure you don't say good things." I sighed.
"He raised his eyebrows, then shrugged. Leaving the lingering question in the air.
So Joey did talk about me, but did he say good things?
After we finished eating we went back upstairs in Joey's room to study. It was awkward ever since he left me thinking about if he liked me or not.
"That's the last question. I think your ready for the test one Monday." I gave a shy smile.
He nodded, "Thanks for the help. I really own you one."
Maybe you can come over sometime and we could..erm...just you know, hang out."
He smiled for a second then went back to the Joey face that would look at me at school, like I was just another girl. And I would give him the same type look, just like he was any other boy.
But now it was different.
Now it meant everything.
"Yeah..Maybe."
"You could text me sometime." I said, looking away from his eyes that seemed to make me blush so hard.
"Yeah..Maybe." He replied the same emotionless reply.
I quickly stood up and started to leave, not wanting to stay in the same room with him. It was getting way to awkward.
"No...Wait!" He called out. I felt like I was in a movie.
"Hmm?" I turned around, my hand still on the door handle.
"Stay. I kinda like your company." He confessed.
I smiled softly, "Really?"
He nodded and seemed shy, something he never was around anyone. Or that I knew of at least.
I came back and sat on the bed. We continued to talk and talk.
"Okay,stop! I might die of laughter!" I laughed hard with Joey.
He laughed and smiled, "Never!' He tickled me again.
Yup. Me ,Cecilia Brown, was having a tickle fight with Joey Ross.
I jumped slightly went a buzz came from my pocket. I opened my phone and saw a text from my mom,
"Where are you?! It's 7:00! I need you to babysit! You were supposed to be home 30 minutes ago!"
I blinked and re-read the message. I check my phone. 5 missed calls from my mom. Great.
"Oh my gosh! I'm so sorry! I gotta go!"
"Oh.." He sounded upset, "Okay. Bye." He waved and smiled as I bloted out the door and home.
"Mom! Dad! I'm sooooo sorry!"
"Save it CeCe." She muttered, "Now we are going to be late! And you knew how important this was!"
"But-"
"No buts missy!" My dad interupted, "I'll deal with oyu when we get home."
I sighed and walked over to Bryan, "Hey bud." I sat next to him on the couch.
"Hey CeCe. Mom and Dad are really mad."
I nodded, "I know."
"Where were you anyway? Anna's house? Faith's house? CeCe, don't tell me you were at a boys house!"
"You sound like Dad."
He smiled and giggled, then went back to being serious, "Tell me where you were!"
"A...." I didnt want to tell him a boys house, but I knew he wouldnt tell them.
"CeCe....You were at a boys house werent you."
I sighed, "Yeah..."
"You gotta tell Mom and Dad."
"No way!"
"The truth is better!"
"I know bud...Your a good kid.."
"So are you."
"I know...Just dont be like me okay?
"But.."
"Bryan.."
"Fine." He sighed, then went back to watching T.V.
"Oh boy", I thought to myself, "What am I going to do?"
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Lost it all
Chapter 3
I looked up at Joey. Anna was staring at him big eyed and batting her eyes.
"Sorry." He helped me up, then looked at Anna, rolling his eyes.
"It's fine... C'mon Anna." I pulled her along and sat at a table.
That was a close one. At least I got away before he could say anything. Though, I doubt he would. He only talked to me in school by pulling me over and making sure no one say him talking to me.
"Oh my gosh! You are so lucky! Joey touched you!" She sheriked.
"Oh Anna, your such a drama queen! It's a high school kid, not some famous superstar." I rolled my eyes.
"But still." She looked off into the distance dreamily.
I shook my head, "Imma go order the pizza."
Anna didnt pay attention as I got up.
As I walked over to the counter to order, I saw Izzie.
"Well, if it isnt Cecila Brown."
"Oh...Hey Izzie." If there was anyone is the world I didnt want to talk to it was Izzie.
"So I saw you talking to Joey...What are you doing with my boyfriend?"
I raised my eyebrows, "You really think I want to talk to him? He just asked me a question about the homework."
"You better speak the truth Cecilia." And with that she left.
Now usally I did speak the truth, but this time, I didn't.
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"Truth or dare?" I asked.
"Dare!" Anna giggled.
"Go scream out the window, 'I LOVE JOEY ROSS!'" I smiled.
She gave me a '-___-' face, "No way, CeCe!"
"Come on! You were dared! Or are you chicken?"
"Yeah, I am chicken!"
"Oh just do it Anna."
"Noooo!"
"Yes!" I got up and pushed her over to the window.
"Stoppp!" She giggled.
"You know you wanna! Just say it, gt it off your chest."
But really, I was the one who wanted to scream it. I was the one who wanted to get it off my chest. I wanted to tell Anna. I wanted to tell the world. But I couldn't.
"Fine. I LOVE JOEY ROSS!" She screamed quickly, shutting the window and sitting down.
"Truth or dare?" She said, crossing her arms over her chest.
"Oh Anna, stop it."
"No I'm mad."
I hugged her, "I'm sorry."
She sighed and hugged me back, "It's okay, its just a stupid dare."
We continued to play for the rest of the night. But I never felt so distant when I was hanging out with Anna. Like there was a big gap in our friendship. And I knew exactly what that gap was. It was the secret I was keeping from her. It was the secret that I liked Joey Ross. I wanted to tell her. Throughout the whole sleepover I wanted to blurt it out just like when Anna screamed out the window but I couldn't. I had lost my voice. My words when it came to telling Anna who I liked. So I kept it inside me. Bottled up and secret from everyone.
And it was killing me.
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Lost it all
Chapter 3
I glanced at the clock. Only 3 more minutes and I was out of here. I tapped my pencil lightly on the desk and stared off into the distance. I looked around the room. No one else was listening either. I saw Anna, who was staring at Joey. Typical. I saw Joey who was staring at nothing. Typical. Then there was Faith staring at Mark. Then me. I usally stared at Luke. Today, my eyes drifted towards Joey. For a mere second, I saw him glace back towards me. Then I blinked and his eyes were back to the board. I figured I was just seeing things.
"Miss.Brown?" The teacher called me.
"Huh?" I asked confused. I felt my cheeks get red.
"The answer to question 3?"
I quickly answered the question and slumped back down in my seat.
"Okay students you will-"
The bell rang and everybody got up and left, not one person stayed to here the ending of the teachers sentence.
"CeCe!" Anna called, meeting up with me at my locker.
"Hey Anna."
"Your still coming over tonight, right?"
I nodded, "Of course!"
"Alright, I gotta head home. I'll see you soon."
"Okay. Bye!"
Anna skipped off down the hallway and out the door. I grabbed my books and closed my locker. I turned to leave when Joey stopped me.
"CeCe, when can you come over and help me study?" He whispered.
"I dont know." I answered, stumbling over my words.
"How 'bout Sunday?" He questioned.
I thought it over, "I'm really not sure..."
He handed me a slip of paper, "Here, just text me when you know what up, k?"
I nodded and he walked off.
'Did I really just get Joey Ross's number?' I screamed in my head. Now if I was the same CeCe I was a few days ago, I would have thrown out his number or given it to Anna. But the new CeCe kept this number and cherished it.
I smiled and skipped out of the school. Before I went to Anna's I went home to get my bag.
I was about to leave when I heard my mom, "Cecilia?"
"Yeah?" I asked, walking into her office.
"Where are you going?"
"Anna's."
"You can't."
"Why?"
"You have to babysit Bryan."
"But mom!"
"Then take him with you."
I sighed and walked into my little brothers room, "Hey Bry, your coming with me to Anna's."
The little 8 year old smiled, "Really?"
I nodded and took his hand. The only reason he liked going there was to see Anna's sister, Michelle.
As we walked Bryan went on and on about Michelle.
"Just no kissing, okay?" I teased.
"CeCe!" He pouted, clearly embarresed.
"I'm only playing." I ruffed his hair as we walked up the driveway.
"Hey Anna! Hey Michelle!" Anna smiled and the little girl waved.
"Hey guys! Whats Bryan doing here?"
"He needs a babysitter."
Anna mom appeared in the doorway, "Well thats no problem."
I smiled, "Thanks!" I pushed Bryan inside and he ran off with Michelle.
Anna and I walked to the pizza palor down the street. It was all good until we bumped into Joey.
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Lost it all
Chapter 2
It was Thurday. The day I promised I would start tutoring Joey. I was walking out of school, hoping I would not run into Anna on the way home. Just this once, I was keeping a secret from her. I knew that if I kept it to long it would get worse but i did plan to tell her. Well maybe. I was walking along, the only sound was my shoes scuffing on the sidewalk.
"CeCe!" I heard Anna's perky voice behind me.
'Oh no, this is not hpappening.' I thought to myself, "Hey Anna!" I forced a smile.
"I'm going to Becca's house today, okay?" She asked.
I was relieved, "Yeah thats fine."
Becca was our other friend. Anna was more close to her than I was. I was only close to Anna and Faith. Another friend of ours. I waved to Anna and kept walking. I was about to turn the corner to Joey's house. Before I did I peered around my shoulder, checking if anyone was there. When I saw the street was empty I bolted to the front door.
I knocked and a pretty lady in her late 4o's opened the door.
"Hello." She smiled. "Who are you?"
"Hi. I'm Cecilia. I'm here to tutor Joey."
"Oh! Your Cecilia. I've heard a lot about you. Come in."
She heard a lot about me? Joey Ross talked about me?
I looked around his house. It was really nice and clean.
"Joey dear, someone is here for you!"
I watched as Joey came down the stairs, a little girl by his side, "Jess! Leave me alone! Mom!" He shouted then stopped, his cheeks flushing when he saw me, "Oh...Hello CeCe."
I waved, "Hey."
The little girl ran to her mother and hide behind her leg.
"Come up to my room." I nodded and walked upstairs following behind Joey.
"Nice room."
"Thanks. Oh and sorry about my sister." He looked down, clearly embarrsed.
"Oh its okay. She's cute! I have a little brother too. They get annyoing at times."
He nodded, "Well anyway, lets get started."
I pulled out my math binder.
We studied all afternoon. Only stopping to have some cheese and crackers Joey's mom brought us.
Was I acually getting along with Joey? I couldnt believe it. This kid was acually really nice.
"Alright, last question."
He nodded and wrote it down as I told him the problem.
"Now solve for x."
He ran his hands through his head, thinking hard. oh how I loved when he did that.
Then I shook my head. No, no I dont like when he does that. I dont like Joey.
"CeCe?" He asked.
"Huh?"
"Is this the right answer?"
"Oh, let me check." I looked over his paper and nodded, "Good job."
He smiled proudly.
"Joey! CeCe! Dinner!"
"Are you staying for dinner?" Joey asked.
"Ye-" I stopped mid sentence. I couldn't stay. I can do this to Anna. I would need to tell her and if I stayed long the more I would have to tell her.
"No...Sorry my mom told me I had to be home."
"But please?" He asked, giving me a pouty face.
Aww his face was so cute. I shook my head, no it wasnt cute. He probably did that to all the other girls in his school.
"No."
"Fine." He looked down sadly.
I couldnt leave. I couldnt do this to him, "Oh fine I'll stay."
"Yay!" He smiled and jumped up happily.
I blushed and giggled.
I couldn't believe it but I was falling for Joey Ross.
Yup. The one and only
Joey Ross.
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Lost it all
Chapter 1
I placed my hands on my stomach. A little belly was starting to form.
"Why?" I asked myself.
I sat on my bed, throwing clothes into my suitcase. How was I supposed to find a house? I cant live on my own! I thought about this and shuddered. I zipped up the suitcase and headed downstairs, starting my new life.
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Hi, I'm Cecilia.
Call me CeCe
I'm 16 years old
Dirty blonde hair
and I'm going to tell you a little story. A story about the day I lost everything. I guess I should start from the beginning.
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It was nice fall day. There was a light breeze that swept across the town. The sun was shining. It was a pretty warm October. I walked down the street, heading to my friend, Anna's house.
"Anna!" I called.
"Just a sec!" She called back from her window. I squinted in the sun as she came out the front door.
"Heya!" The perky blonde smiled excitedly.
"Lets go."
We walked down the path to school, Anna chattered the whole way there. Once we got to school, Anna stopped talked and nudged my arm, "Ohh boy! Here comes Joey!" Anna sqealed. Joey was the most popular boy in school. All the girls loved him. CeCe was one of the few who didnt drool over him. He was the star quarterback and going out with his cheerleader girlfriend. Cliche little couple.
"Hi Joey!" Anna batted her eye lashes.
I rolled my eyes and glanced at them.
Joey gave a half wave and a sup nod, then kept walking.
"He sooooo loves me!" She smiled, in a daze.
"Snap out of it Anna! He doesn't like you!"
"A girl can dream..." She stared off into the distance.
"C'mon drama queen!" I giggled and pulled her along.
*Lunch Time*
I sat with Anna and a few of our other friends. I was distracted by Luke, the guy I had a crush on since the 8th grade. I was in a daydream when a soft voice inturupted my thoughts.
"Cecilia?" It asked.
"Huh?" I turned around.
"Hey, can I talk to you?" Joey asked. Yup Joey. Out of all the girls in the school he was talking to me?
"Sure." I got up and walked into the corner with him.
"I heard your good at math and I'm kinda..failing." He looked down ashamed.
"Wow....The most popular guy in school failing? Aww is he shy?"
"Oh shut it. Will you help me or not?"
I shrugged, "Yeah sure why not."
But little did I know, this friendship that was going to form would be the most amazing one and the most difficult to handle.
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