Letters to Liam.
---chapter 18 part 1 .---
Haylee's POV
I crept through the door, desparatly trying not to make as much as a small ‘tap’
On the cold tiles of my house.
I was unaware of just how late it actually was.
I checked the time- 1:00pm.
I felt a small stab of guilt for not staying by Lily at the hospital for longer,
But staying the night felt useless when Nathan already was.
I smiled at how strong their relationship was, he really did love her, and she absolutely adored him.
I remembered how pale his face had gotten when they lifted Lily up into the ambulance,
When, for the first time that night, he had have to let go of her hand.
I slipped off my shoes and left them by the door.
It was possible that Mum and Dad thought had just gotten home-
They wouldn’t of even noticed that I was gone.
I walked down the hall, and into my bedroom.
I searched around for some pyjamas, before roughly dressing in them and lying in bed,
Looking up at my roof.
I couldn’t go to sleep now, How could I?
I was literally still shaking from earlier that night.
I thought back to what happened.
When I had stood in the clearing, jsut staring.
Still as a statue, quiet as a mouse.
When I had mindlessly just bolted off into the unknown.
And then, finally, I remembered that kiss.
A pang of excitement ran through me, as well as regret.
The Kiss, how could I have forgotten?
The way I had sat, butterflies in my stomach, just staring up at the moon,
No words spoken, just a beautiful silence, as though we already knew what the other was thinking.
I took in a deep breath, and let it out in a long, soft sigh.
I sat up, crossing my legs.
What about Liam?
I thought I had loved him.
I mean, I had loved him hadn’t I?
Part of me still did.
Most of me still did,
But, then, most of me liked Ryan.
His husky voice, and sparkling eyes.
We had just met, whereas I had known Liam for my whole life,
But, sometimes, I found I felt like I knew them the same.
In different ways, but I could tell the way there minds worked,
How their thoughts processed, I knew the words that they would say.
I decided to get up and do something, I obviously wasn’t going to get any sleep.
I sat at my desk, blanket wrapped around my shoulders,
And eyes focused on the computer screen.
For the first time since we had moved, the internet was up!
I wondered if Mum had delt with that today.
I logged on to my online profile, and checked my wall.
It was filled with things like
‘I miss you! We have to catch up!”
And
“How was the move?”
I ignored them and continued looking through the endless annoying statuses and pictures,
untill something caught my eye.
Justine Clape’s page.
I thought I would check it out, I hadn’t seen her in a long time, I think we might of had class together in the 7th grade?
I scrolled down to her pictures and saw one of a couple kissing, I enlarged it-
It was Her and... wait...
Liam?
hey hey :) witty wouldn't let me add the whole chapter into this quote--- so the rest is in part 2 :)