Do you ever feel like you're just sort of there? Like all your friends go out and do things and have fun and do stupid things with their best friends and instead of doing that you're just sort of this midly entertaining thing that people take an interest in once in a while but they wouldn't really care if it was gone Its like you sort of exist but you don't really mean anything.
I have so many thoughts inside me that I want to say but I'm not sure how to say them so I just keep them bottled inside but one day they're all going to spill out and I'm scared of how that's going to turn out...
You cross my mind A lot More times than I admit; you seem to have to taken up permanet residence making your home in the deepest corners of my mind And sometimes I get caught in my head, I'll lose myself in the color of your eyes even in my head I'm helpless and I have to remind myself to breathe
Do you ever wanna sit next to someone and listen to everything they could possibly say about anything because you like their face and their voice and their general existence
You know what totally sucks when you realize that you like somebody way more than they like you and if it's in a totally platonic way it still makes you feel awful because you're probably just annoying them and how often you think of them is probably more than creepy but you know what sucks totally more when you realize this is your relationship with pretty much everyone