today, i found a stiicker he gave me, the first day we were going out.
i didnt know what to do with it
but then,
i had an idea.
i took a box down from my closet,
and placed the sticker in it.
then i found the paper with his phone number on it
and the art project we fought about, (a frog or a turtle?)
i put those all in the box.
i found a note i wrote to him, before we went out,
just talking about us.
i found the tape i stole from his locker,
and put those in the box
i found a school project he gave me,
second day we went out.
with his name, a quote, and 3 things about him.
i placed that ontop of the tape.
then i sat at my desk,
took a peice of paper
and wrote down everything in the box
with its significance to us.
then i put it in the box.
after that, i took another peice of paper, and wrote a letter
to him.
explaining everything i had held in,
everything i was scared to say.
im done with him.
I waited two years for him to see me as more than a friend.
and all it did was break my heart and leave me hurt.
but it left memories with an amazing friend, and it also taught me some things
I signed the lettter, put it in the box.
i hope its enough.