I wish I could say to you,
How much your words hurt,
How much I actually wish,
I could be buried beneath the dirt,
I wish I could stand up to you,
Without losing all my friends,
Without being terrified,
And knowing it'll be the end,
I wish I could wake up in the morning,
Not afraid to go to anywhere,
Not afraid you will hurt me,
Knowing that people won't stare,
I wish people could understand,
How I feel so alone,
How I just want to cry,
Because it feels like no-one really knows,
I wish I could be me,
No smile being forced,
No laugh being faked,
Happier like I was before,
I wish I didn't hurt,
That my friends wouldn't go,
That I didn't push them away,
And I didn't feel so low,
I wish so many things,
And maybe they'll come true,
But for now i'll hold on,
And if I can, so can you. - My poem