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posted a quote
February 27, 2013 5:42pm UTC

Sometimes life is cold.
It's cruel and unfair,
Horrible and demented.
Somtimes you just want to give up.
You don't want to fight anymore.
But you've got to realize,
That it was supposed to be this way.
And you'll make it through.

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SecretsKill
posted a quote
February 18, 2013 1:44pm UTC

I'm sick of being tired
all the time, I'm sick of being in bed crying wondering why did I do the things that make me feel so bad. That makes me feel not worth it, like I'm not worth it. I feel that soon as I'm upset, noones there for me and I just want one person, someone, anyone, just to be there for me for once. I want someone to believe that I am worth it. I don't wanna be the "non classy" girl but that's the only thing I'm good at. The only thing I'm good at is messing up all the time. Noone knows how bad it could really be until your in the same shoes, noone knows how bad someone can feel because of one mistake. The more I care the more I mess up because I know that if I don't mess up then they will first. I know that I don't deserve nothing good because of what I do. I even there, I was hurt I know how bad I could feel. Being hurt, being sad all day everyday, being in the house because noone was there for me, having 20 panic attacks a day because of my anxiety. Seeing a therapist and having your mom and dad know everything you did wrong & being so ashamed for them to even call you there daughter. I know it's all my fault why I mess up but I do it to keep me safe, to not let someone hurt me like someone did before. I mess up because I know noone could love me. How could they right? Looks are nothing and I could get rid of them anyday because then I'd know who would actually like me for me. Being in the house crying and having your parents wonder if I'm gonna kill myself isn't a great feeling. Having them there when the doctor asked me "do you think you could kill yourself " and I answer with "if I'm sad enough" having my dad say that he would die if I do anything to myself so every time I cry I have to hide it. It's not fun crying for 5 hours one day and thinking about EVERYTHING you done wrong. This isn't even about Anyone it's about me always messing up and for what? Nothing. Just so I wouldn't be broken yet it still always happens. I push the good people out and let the bad ones in and I don't know why. If I could start all over I would. I wish I could move where noone knows me or know how bad I really am. I wanna be the one everyone loves and cares about the one who puts smiles on people's faces and not the one who messes everything up. I'm not even classy enough to be respectful to myself, I don't even respect or like myself so how can I expect anyone else to

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jimmy365
posted a quote
February 10, 2013 5:21pm UTC

valentines day
(7 of 10)
it's almost valentine's day.
and, even if you don't feel this way,
people love you
and you are irreplaceable
you are special
and deserve the best
this Valentines Day is yours for the
taking so get a box of chocolates
and turn on a little Tay Swift.
and I know you are thinking about "him"
but i've seen a lot of quotes about this being
"singles awareness day."
so be aware!
that you're too good to be tied down
Happy Valentines Day Witty
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