woww... you know what?i have a crazy lifeand it isn't always the way i want it to beand sometimes the last thing i want to do is smileand sometimes i get extremely bored and feel like i have no lifepeople have entered and left my life in a heart beatsome people have died peacefullyone was killed in an accidentand sometimes i spend alot of time tryin to figure out things that i will never knowand sometimes i do stuff and look back and realize i shouldnt havebut then i also look backand think of all the good thingsthe friends ive made and still havevacations with my familyspending hours with my friendslate night sleepovers and going wildall the parties i've been tomemories i will never forgetand all the time i've spent rolling on the floor laughingand i realize that my life may be crazy...but i love it and wouldnt want it any other way