Just because you have more merchandise, just because you've been to their concert, just because you've met them, just because you follow them on social media, just because you've been to a meet and greet Doesn't make you a better fan than anyone else!
Secret Admirer I'm your secret admirer... I'm in love with you, but you don't know.. Nothing about me. The stars are shinning; my heart is bleeding; the sky are so dark now. In your eyes, I see my sky... Don't let me alone again... Just hold my hand, I'll take you there.
i spend my nights awake lying next to an empty bottle of advil and an unforgiving void yelling into blank paper and my skin "where did i go wrong with you?"