And you know what sucks?
I gave you everything.
You know what I got in return?
Depression.
Social anxiety.
Anger issues.
And heartbreak.
You got my deepest secrets.
I got a trip to guidance and my mother called in.
I lost my ability to trust.
but all of this, this isn't even what hurts the most.
It's the fact that I gave you 5 months of my life, 5 months I can never get back.
It's the fact that I keep everything inside now, because I'm afraid of judgement.
It's the fact that you gained my trust, and then used it against me.
It's the fact that you stole my sanity, and I want it back.
That's what hurts the most.