I know this sounds idiotic and all. But I've made a promise to myselft that I intend on keeping my whole life. I know I'm 13, and I'm way to young to think this way according to everyone. But, i would love one day when i have kids, i would love for them to be comfortable around me. I would like for them to tell me everything that's going on in their lives, I'd want them to come to me for advice. Why, would i want this? Because there is no one like that out there for me, i know what it's like to be alone, having no one to trust, not even my own mother. And it's honestly a terrible feeling to have, the only thing i can do is vent here, and sometimes that's not enough...I wan't there to be someone for me, but that's not going to happen any time soon. And that's the promise i've made to myself, to be the parent that i wish i'd have.